Thursday, October 16, 2008

My hands are small...

people always taking granted of me....now i know its just not me...my parents have been taken granted so many times too....like this morning when they went to ipoh...two men came to them, lied to them asking for money...they said their car is broken and one of the men's father just passed away and they need money to go back...my father and mother gave them a sum of money....this is just an example...

Our neighbours always borrowing things from us...from the smallest items like scissors,iron,blender and to big things like cars and money....and they always fail to return them if not being ask...money?....one of the neighbours have been borrownig money for years and never pay her debt back and we keep giving her...yesterday was the last time she borrowed us money...dont know when she's going to come again.

I myself have problems like that too.....my friends look at me as a bank...always borrowing money that i cant even buy things that i wanted because of them......Oooo i know its not good to complain and i like helping people but sometimes i think people are using us.

I remembered when I need to use some money and wanted to borrow from them and no one even give a damn..they gave so many reasons. I didn't yell at them or anything that time because i believe them...but what if the people that owe you 200 bucks bought a new phone...he can afford a phone but cannot pay what he owed....

I don't like to be stingy...i can't stand when people looked att me with sad eyes and asked for help...but when somebody asked me to make a loan so that he can borrowed it for his wedding ahhhhhhhhhhhhh of course i opened my eyes...you want to get maried and i'll necome your victim....FUCK OFF!!....and he didn't pay yet everything he owes me before too....I'm not rich...my family have always been "sederhana"...and we like helping people but this is too much....I will not say that i will not help anyone anymore but i'll be more careful next time....

Hmmmm i shouldn't write all this...what if he reads it and feel bad...i never liked to make people feel bad and i feel bad when i can't help people inneed.....but i have to think bout myself too.....

from this day forward i would not easily trust anyone...

Ohhh tetibe teringat lagu dari Jewel....




Hands lyrics

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands

7 comments:

nurain said...

isk..sadisnye cite2 blogger mlam nih

Darkheart said...

mungkin mlm ni malam sadis sedunia kot...huhuhuh

pjoe said...

mcm yang aku selalu cakap

"puaskan hati sendiri dulu"

pentingkan diri sendiri juga satu sifat mulia

Sha said...

dheart,

kdg2 ssh untuk mngenal manusia kan.
kdg2 kita sndr pelik knp msh ada manusia yang tak reti nak bersyukur atau bertrima kasih.

dan apa yg sha bljr dr pngalaman lps(sama cm pjoe),

pikir ttg diri dulu,
jaga hati kita dulu,
senangkan hati sndr dulu..

sbb walau apa pun terjadi,
kita ttp dgn dunia kita

klu kita jatuh,
kita kene bngn sendiri
klu kita luka,
sakitnya kita sndr yg rasa..

=)

Darkheart said...

Ohhh thanks pjoe n sha......
nasihat ni.....
mgkin aku akan rase sunyi tanpa mereka jd seperti aku tanpa sedar membiarkan diri dipergunakan......

fishballisme said...

Nak kawin pon nak mintak kamu ke? Melampau sunggoh kawan kamu itu. Mari aku cucuk pusat dia sekuat hati. Ini macam worang pon ada!

Darkheart said...

haaaa tu laaa cucuk kan yek?hehehe....

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