Monday, August 23, 2010

gambling with life....


It's like buying a lottery ticket. You won't know if you'll win but you're hoping that you will. That's my life now. I keep hoping that I'll change but hoping is just not enough. I need yo get up smell the coffee and do it. Just do it. 

It seems that I'm not on the wheel. Fate is driving this life and I laid back watching from the passenger seat. I won't go anywhere I wanted to go. I just waited for fate to hold the brake and I get off anywhere it stopped. That's not a good life. No it isn't. No for sure.

If I want what I want, then I need to grab the wheel and drives my own life. fate can sit next to me. It can be my co-driver but I should be the driver. I'll drive to destinations I wanted to go and stopped anywhere I wanted. To drive I need to know where I wanted to go. for that I need a plan. I have maps to everywhere but I need to put a pin on where is the best place to go right now. 

A boy won't need to worry about all this. Just shown that I'm no boy anymore. I'm an adult with the license to drive my own destiny. And drive I will. It gonna be a slow ride for now but once I got the hang of this wheel then I'm going to speed up. no roadblocks can stop me. Ohhh but need to watch out for the speed traps.

 Must make sure the engine is in its best condition.

Oh so the best plan I have now is to go to sleep and think about the real plan tomorrow. haha....good night..

Monday, August 16, 2010

life is unpredictable...

You may think nothing can go wrong. life's unpredictable....everything you got can be taken away just like that....all the things you're proud off can be your destruction.....so,hey! don't brag too much....be thankful of what you have and don't be mean to others.....

Sunday, August 15, 2010

agreed disagreed or in the middle....whatever..!!!!

" Hak guru Lebih Agung dari hak IBU BAPA, sebab orang tua penyebab adanya kita sekarang & kehidupan yang fana. Smentera GURU, penyebab hidup yang KEKAL. Sekiranya tidak ada guru, nescaya apa yang dihasilkan & diarahkan oleh orang tua akan celaka selamanya~~~Imam Al-Ghazali~~~ 


I do not know if the quote that I cite above is really from Imam Al-Ghazali. I read it somewhere from the wall of someone's facebook. is it right or not that's another story but is it true or not?...well, recently i watched a video that trigger a lot of questions and reactions. Let's watch it together...here it is...


as a teacher, I do not agreed with what the teacher did too. I think he was provoking the student to act that way. Why didn't he just let go for a while. consult the student later. The student was angry and cant think straight. He should let the boy cool down first. I guess he was the discipline teacher of that school. He had to look strict and mean or he would loose respect from other students and the discipline of the school going to get worst. hmmmm you know what I really think?...I think that this video was a set up. maybe the student had issues all along and the teachers just don't have evidents. So, they recorded it and now they got proved.ohhh i just don't know what to say....I was just speculating. I don't agreed with the teacher or the student. Both of them. anyway, the video showed that students don't respect  teachers anymore. I never seen any student talk back that way to his teacher. in my school days we never talk back to the teachers even when we don't like the teachers. ohhhh I been idle for too long that I don't know what I'm writing...i just don't have the words to express what I'm thinking right now.....so, what about you leave comments in my comments box and tell me what do you think?.....

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

selamat berpuasa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The 1st sahur of the month.....I eat like there is no tomorrow. with cigarette on my lips I hope this Ramadhan would mean more than just the act of holding my mouth from food. It's easy not to eat on the day but Ramadhan means more than that. I hope to become a better person after the Ramadhan. 

Friday, August 6, 2010

tired....but keep smiling .....

people in the school are worrying....I'm smiling all day long....It started last Tuesday....Got tonnes of work but I'm happy....haha...not happy of the workload...happy bout other things....

Just came back from a meeting... exhausted....but I'm smiling....don't wanna tell you why....but I'm smiling... a bird can shit on my head now and I'll still be smiling.....

I want to write longer post but too sleepy......good night....ZZZZZzzz :) ...ZZzzz :) ZZzzzz :) ........ZZzzz ;p...ZZzz :). haha

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

photo.....cheap weh...

Bought some photo's yesterday....they were cheap but they are nice enough to be hang on my wall. Hmm I want to hang my own stuffs after this...need to get out more and shoot that DSLR.....

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Today...

Today I met a girl.
Radiant like the sun and soothing like the night...
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