aerial life

I feel like a robot programmed to do the same thing every day. Wake up early in the morning without fail and go to the bathroom. Wear the clothes,pray,breakfast and drives to school. Teach,teach and teach....go back home and take a nap. wake up and marks the students' books. At night, mark again and prepare for tomorrow lessons..... Where have all the fun go?....They are hiding from me....

untuk beberapa hari ni aku malas bersosial...aku xkeluar melepak xbalas msg kecuali msg nuyun dan xangkat tepon kecuali aku rase kol tu penting....blog pun lame xupdate tapi aku masih membace blog2 org laen cume aku xcomment pun.. aku pun xtau kenape rase macam ni...kalo aku pompuan mesti orang ingat aku period..haha....ari ni aku terime banyak sms ucapan selamat hari guru....satu pun aku xbalas.....lantak la....malas laaaaaa...........hmmmm aku dah bosan kot.....

I'm dead bored of this life....I'd been this way for so long...there were times where I thought of suicide but I know how stupid it is and I never tried it. The life I'm going through is fake...I am fake...this is not the life I want to live in. That does not mean that the life I'm going through now is wrong. The life that I want is totally wrong and hell is the end. I am trying my best for heaven and with what I have now it is never enough for heaven. All I could do is to pray everyday for forgiveness from god and mercy for me to taste heaven. I need to do more deeds and be kinder to people around me. I want heaven yes I want it. Heaven is eternity and the life we're going through now is only temporary. I'll rather suffer for awhile in this earth than to be condemn forever in hell. I will endure all the pain now. I'll pray and pray without stop that the challenges in this temporary earth are not hard.

Mungkin dah terlambat ni tapi nak ucap jugak SELAMAT HARI IBU

Padlah menga'tag' jadi jawab je laaaaa......sori lambat.... Kita tengok sapa yang Kena! 1. State the date you have declared with your 1st couple --♥ hmmmmmm birthday sendiri pun kenkadang lupe ni nak ingat tarikh 1st declare....idok le awok ingat........ 2. Adekah anda akan terus berhubung dengan your bf/gf jika anda sudah clash? --♥ yes dan masih kontek....yang mane kontek aku dulu le...yang sepi aku pun wat sepi je...... 3. Ape yang akan anda lakukan bile anda merindui bf/gf anda? --♥ camane nak jawab ni...ni trick question ni.......kol je la....msg ke.....ape susah...... 4. Adekah anda mempercayai bf/gf anda sratos pratos? --♥ diri sendiri pun aku xcaye 100% apatah lagi gf hahahahahahahahah 6. Adekah anda rase bf/gf anda seorang yang pandai memujuk --♥ same sekali tidak....... 7. Ape reaksi anda dan ape yang anda lakukan apabile kredit bf/gf anda dihabiskan untuk orang len? --♥ ape nak heran...besa le....xkan nak gune ntuk kite je kot....bukan nye dah kawin ke ape ke....

The shoes are smaller than my palm...how could an adult woman wears this shoes....My mom said that in here village long ago there was this old Chinese woman who wore this kind of shoes...her feet was so small that she walked slowly.....