Oh please let me sleep tonight. I want to be wide awake tomorrow at day. Let me be free of the web entangling me from my duty as a human.
Monday, July 6, 2015
Nights and days pass like normal. It is I who is not normal. Sleeping all days and at nights my eyes are wide awake. If I am a vampire or some sort of a supernatural being then this might be normal. I possess all the human weaknesses and neither of the strengths nor do I have any inhuman power as well. I am just a man who is always grumpy...
Friday, July 3, 2015
Every time I'm in my bed I would hope that tomorrow I'll be a better man.
When I wake up... I would be just the same and postponed the change for tomorrow... that night I would regret it and hope to be a better man next morning. Its a never ending cycle for years mow...
Thursday, July 2, 2015
I can't believe that I would be lost in this age. I used to know who I was and where I wanted to go. I knew what I wanted and how I could achieve my goals... Now, I'm lost... I have to start all over again. Start my life again and I hope I'm in the righteous road. I stumbled on to many obstacles in my journey before that I felt it was easier to lay down and just so nothing. Waiting for whatever may come...
Thursday, June 18, 2015
nampak macam lampu ruang dah terbuka...mak bangun sebelum sempat nak kejut....
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
I been smoking for fifteen years now and I'm sick of it. I tried to quit for quite sometimes now but the habit is hard to kick. I tried vaping two years ago but uhhh the nicotine is not enough to stop smoking. I quit vaping faster than I thought... now I'm trying again but with bigger better vape... The taste of the liquid is tastier and the clouds of vapour is thicker... hope I could quit smoking this time... ohh the troubled with vaping is the maintenance... need to rebuild and recoiled the atomizer... I'm getting the hand of it now...
Hope I would be able to quit smoking this time...
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Friday, December 26, 2014
Oh. I'm off the topic again.
Friday, July 25, 2014
Sunday, June 29, 2014
People always make resolution before new year eve. So do I but my new year resolution had always been bogus.
This Ramadhan I made a resolution and I intend to keep it. Ramadhan is the best time for me. Oh I wont resolute on petty things but on changes that could be the map routes to the future of a better me. An upgraded me.