aiiii entah le....

I cant say that I'm in favour of all the government campaigns but this one I'm totally in with. The colour of skins, religion and all should not be the problems in living together as a community but we have been taught indirectly by our parents that way. Not on purpose but its like a thing in the mind that set the our way of lives.....The SJK(C) and SJK(T) schools just dont help us get along too....Why not just one school for all....hmmmmm waitta minute...I wrote bout this before...oh oh...hmmm I should not write it again...oh well you know what I mean and you can interpret what I mean...I think...oh ok I don't wanna think...I wanna watch anime...bye hahahahahah...
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P/S:..I was so eager to write then I lost interest...hehe

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The map I posted yesterday was about today journey......I googled the way to Sungai Petani and here I am....In a room with a cheese burger, my favourite lipton green tea, pudding and the laptop.....

bla bla....

I done things that I'm not proud off...far too many mistakes that i didn't learned from....need to find the right path.....ohh by the way the map above got nothing to do with the post...hmm maybe a little...

a bee pretending to be as free as a dragonfly....

i'm pretty busy this week...I shouldn't have time to update....oh oh i pick up again my old hobby...hmmm I have a lot of hobbies....fishing,swimming,photography,drawing,....but its kinda according to the moods.....now I'm back into fishing......I bought a new reel and rod...I shouldn't have as I already have 3 of them but all of them were given by my elder brother...I wanted my own stuff.....Its cheaper and not as nice but its my own and I love it.......its fun but kinda not suitable now as I don't have the time....yesterday I fished for an hour...just melepas gian....oh oh and I caught a pretty big fish...just a fish...just one...I wished I had more time.....the water was just right yesterday...

Its almost 3 in the morning and I can't sleep. so...I'm dumping craps here and its gonna smell awfully bad....maybe u shudnt be here now....its gonna stink....u shoud avoid urself from reading this crap of a post...its gonna waste ur time....really..m not lying......it wont be organised and i just write it as my mind dwindle.......bye....see ya!!....

I came back from Pangkor last Thursday and my spirit was positive seeing the main land. My bro in-law pick me up at the jetty. I was writing the previous post when he came...he picked me up and we went to tadika perpaduan. We went there to see two of his children performed that day. a nephew and a niece of mine.

I can see that the main target of the tadika is not about teaching reading or writing but to build confident in the kids....I think that particular tadika has succeeded in that area...my niece and nephew can already read but that's not what I'm happy about, I'm happy about their level of confident when facing people...how they react to situation and how they are not shy to ask anything...they know how to fulfill their inquiries and know how to socialise ....and I can see how my bro in-law and sister really care for their children education and always back up the teachers...they know their children's teachers and always interact with them...I could see that they and the teachers are like in one team to shape the kids future....I was glad about that.....I can see that in education all her children are doing well..even the one in primary school....my sister was a bright student when she was young but our family was living in poverty before and she didnt have the chance to further her study when she was younger...now that she has 4 kids, she is pursuing her diploma...and hopefully she can reach her target to get a degree one day....my nephews and nieces are all closed to me.I love them like my own children......

I went home that night after dinner with them. I dissapointed my neice as she asked me to take her to karaoke....It was late and I need to get to school the next day.

On friday I was dead beat. My father suddenly voiced the urged to go to Bangi to visit another sister of mine. I said to him that I didn't have the strength to drive for 4 hours yet..I asked him to wait until tomorrow....I went out to town to hang out with friends....Then my mother called and said they're on the way to the toll already in the kancil...aiyaaaa....my father just can't wait for the next day....I told them to turn back....i can let them went there by themselves...in a kancil...they gonna be tired....my father is not in his well health...he's 72 this year....so...what else....here I am in Bandar Baru Bangi....writing this post in my nephew's room....I'm still tired but my eyes are so stubborn to sleep.......

my sister here has different story than the sister in manjung....she and her husband don't see eyes to eyes with the teachers in her children school...Ohhh and she told me this thing and that thing and all the faults of the teachers...i didn't voiced anything out....she said all those thing in front of her children...i don't think that it was wise to talk badly about your children teachers in front of the children...the children gonna loose respect to their teachers and i don't think the outcome gonna be good....I didn't say anything because she is twice my age and I don't think I can put any any sense to her....well she has money and people with money always look down on teachers......
hey...sorry.....m not gonna finish writing this post...i feel sleepy and that is good......I wanna sleep....gudnite....Ohhh and i didn't even put a title for this post...

Pangkor journal day 3....

the 1st time ever I found this kind of warning in a hotel.....ormaybe I never reallise this kind of warning in the other hotels....

goodbye Pangkor Island........

On the ferry....

I'm here now writing this entry.....have to wait for my bro to pick me up....looks like I'm gonna be here for a long time....

this coconut drink sucks big time!!!!!!

pangkor journal day 2 again

huishhhh sebenonye maleh nak upload gambo dah sebab dah ilang idea nak tulih ape.....




I was on a course that was not meant for me..it was for a non-tesl teacher who teaches english at school.....its still the deepavali week and the other beg me to attend this course for her...a goody two shoes like me cant never ignore when somebody asks for help....

anyway, as I know the JPN man who was in charged for this course I was not entitle to sit in all the classes they organised.... when the other teachers were listening to the babbling of the facilitators, i was already at the beach......hehehehehe....it was only like a holiday to me....

Pangkor journal day 2

the net is too slow...I cant put in any picture.....hmmmm...spoiled my mood to update.....see ya tomorrow....

Pangkor journal day 1

I arrived at 5.00pm in manjung syariah court...No, I was not in any trial, i was waiting for my brother in-law there to send me to the jetty.. I arrived at the jetty at 5.15. my bro wanna hang out 1st but I told him that i was rushing. He went home and the jetty horned me goodbye...I missed the ferry. Two of my friends here came and we hang out at the Restaurang Jetty...I missed another ferry trip as I went to the toilet....damnn the time is 5.50pm and the registration closed at 6.30....but I was not worried...I been late to many courses and meeting before...hmmmm actually, not many but all the courses and meeting....i been to many meeting and courses that I almost know everybody in my district...so it wont be any prob..I'm infamous...haha....

I'm typing this post using my roommate broadband...its too slow...my roommate is an indian teacher...the indian teachers in kuala kangsar are all nice to me...I been in the circle for five years...so I'm like a Malay Otai in tamil's schools comunity hohohohoho...I am bragging like a fool here because I am bored....ohhh by the way, i am teaching in tamil's school and that is why tamil's schools teachers know me...heheh..its nice teaching in the estate...the parents never come to me to complaint anything....I got that snob kind of look that they didn't dare to offend me.....ohhh i developed this kind of expression after college....I have to put this mask for my own sake...u donno how parents can be....they attacked some of the teachers from the schools before....but they didn't even dare to mention my name.....hmmmm I am babling like a baboon...uk uk uk uk....i usually write without thinking first and the outcome is always stupid haahaha....ok, before I made a complete fool f myself I better stop....

good night....

off to pangkor

I'm sitting in a mamak stall in lumut. Waiting for the ferry to pangkor island.