Saturday, February 20, 2010

to get out of the 'shit'.

Lying has always been my game. If there is one thing that I'm good at, it's lying.....Lying is not easy...its like art. You need to use your imagination and make it looks real enough so that it's easy to believe it. Lie like you believe it too. I have never get caught lying but that maybe because I never lied when I don't need to...lying has been the tool to get out of a problem or a situation where I cant get out...Oh oh but in this shit I'm in now....lying would not get me anywhere. so, for once in my life...I'll try to be honest in getting out of the shit....oh oh but I need that persuasion skill more than ever now huhuhuhuuhu...

Deep shit...

I'm in deep shit now and I can't find the way out of the shit. The smell is killing me and I can't hold my breath anymore. I won't breath in this shit and I might die for not doing so.

P/ my horoscope today sounded good....

The Bottom Line

Don't be tricked by false memories. The past is never as perfect as you remember.

In Detail

You've been playing around with a certain hobby for a while, and it's suddenly dawned on you that you really and truly might be able to make a full-time job of this -- or at least a part-time source of income. It's a good idea and you shouldn't dismiss it. You might, however, want to come up with a solid plan before you quit your day job, that is. Get out some legal pads and start scribbling.

Friday, February 19, 2010

too long....

I missed this blog. I haven't update it in a very long time. There are comments I didn't reply yet. hmmmmmm i am so sorry bloggers friends. I'll update as soon as I sort all this entanglement that keep me out pf this blog.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

journal again.....

It's a boring life. I don't get exited over anything anymore. I thought this is the life I was meant to live but I was wrong. This mask I put on is too thick that I don't feel anything anymore. There are people around me that regards me as friend but I just don't know what is friendship anymore. I am and empty shell. There is no one behind this mask. It is just a thick mask. A mask that has nothing to hide. A mask that that is only a mask.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

scrap journal....1

Its only February and I already feel like I need a vacation.

I have not been very active in blogging lately. I did post up a thing or two but I didn't had the time to visit other blogs. I missed my blogger friends.

I been busy lately.
Busy with school's stuffs. This is the 1st year I am in SK school and everything is still fine until this point. The atmosphere in the new school is difference from the previous but I can still adapt to it.

I am a chameleon. I can shift my colours according to the surrounding.

This year, I only teach standard 1 and 2. I'm so happy about it. only 2 classes of standard 2 classes and 1 standard 1 class. I taught from year 1 to year 6 for five years straight before and now I feel heaven.


The first day I set my feet in this school was last December...I met the headmaster and the clerk. everything was fine. On the second time I was there, I met the Senior assistant and cursed all day after that. He was arrogant and sounded like a bully. Oh oh but I didn't just left the scene just like that. I did shot him in the head with a pump gun. haha.... not literally.... He said something arrogant and I gave him his own medicine back.....that's all....


Oh oh I still have work to do....I want to write longer but I just cant waste time.
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