Friday, December 26, 2014

Not choosy but not chosen.

     There are so many things in my mind right now but I don't know how to write them all in here.They are jumbled up like thousand pieces of  jigsaw puzzle and I can't even identify the first piece on the board. All the pieces look familiar yet I can't recognised even a piece of it. Like always it sounds gibberish that even I cannot fathom what I'm writing right now. I never planned anything I write here, it just comes out from my mind through my dancing fingers on the keyboard.
     
     Ohhhh I'm trying to narrow down what I'm writing now but it seems that my brain is malfunction and I can't come out with a topic at all. All this may be  due to lack of sleep. I can't sleep since yesterday and I don't even know why do these two eyelids cannot glued themselves together and let me have my peace in the dreamland. 

Should I stop now?... I still can't sleep if I stop now so I think I should just keep going until my face slammed on the keyboard and drools all over it. I'm going to write randomly now and pardon me if you by mistake came across this blog and read it till this full stop. Maybe, it's time for you to go on with your life and look at other blogs or something. Don't waste your time here. you won't find anything of interest or benefit you.

      If you are still reading this than please forgive me for wasting your time........now..... the topic I wrote up there was actually about my miserable life of being a bachelor. YUP! a bachelor. I never think about  it too much but people around me keep bothering me with the million dollar questions. I hate that question.....I hate it because I do not have an honest answer. Not that I am not honest but I just don't have the answer that they expected me to give... I had to make excuses or reasons or say something stupid or funny to answer them but the truth is, I don't have the answer... Oh please, stop....just don't ask cruel questions anymore...yesssssssssssssssssssss CRUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!..... you who asked that question is CRUEL!!!!!!!!!!......Ohhhhhhh and after the questions there would usually be some kind of stupid advices too. It's the same as asking a married couple who have not been blessed with children; 

When are going to have children? 
Don't you want to have children? 
Don't you like little kids? 
What are waiting for? 
Are you sick?

then advice them...

Don't wait too long. 
you are not getting any younger.
You should try harder.
You should see a doctor.
You should get a treatment.

Oh. I'm off the topic again. 
hmmmmmmmmmmm I am suddenly tired and ahhhh I should try to sleep now...it's drizzling outside and it's cold...just don't want to write anymore.... Oh. Sorry if you read this rubbish. 

P/S.....what a looser... 

It seems like my eyes are still stubborn. Oh yeah I want to continue with the questions... The questions are;

Why are you not married yet?
Don't you want to get married?
Are you too choosy?
When are you going to get married?
Are you engaged yet?
Did you forgot to invite me to your wedding?
Where is the card?
Blablablablablablablablablablablablablabla............... I can't go on.....bye.... ZzzzzzzZ...

And still awake...huh...
oh my... more than 36hours awake..... am I going bonkers???? ....ok...cool down..... rilex.... chill... I'm chillin... breath... hu.....hu....hu..... k.bye.

Friday, July 25, 2014

Remove the security tag

Eidul Fitri is in just 3 days now. I bought two "sampin" at Mydin and found out that the cashier forgot to remove the security tag. The mall is 25KM from my house. I won't drive there just to remove the tag. I thought my "sampin" would be ruin if I take the tag off by force. "sampin" is very delicate. Luckily there were tips in the youtube on how to remove the tag. Everything is in youtube nowadays. 


Sunday, June 29, 2014

My first post in Ramadhan

People always make resolution before new year eve. So do I but my new year resolution had always been bogus.

This Ramadhan I made a resolution and I intend to keep it. Ramadhan is the best time for me. Oh I wont resolute on petty things but on changes that could be the map routes to the future of a better me. An upgraded me.

Trying the app.

This is the first time I am trying to post anything using an app using my android phone. I donno if it's going to be a good app or just an app I am going to delete soon.

posted from Bloggeroid

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Diary of a mad man....

This blog has been left out from my life for quite sometime now. It has been a sanctuary for me from the harsh reallity. A place where I can voice out anything without hurting anyone or to ramble and grumble and cursing what is inside my heart without getting into trouble. 
      I started to shy away from the blogsphere when many of relatives and closed friends find out about the blog. They think they are reading my whole character and believed they know the best of me. They tought wrong. This blog is not me. This blog is a darker side of me. My alter ego. They can't judge me on my alter ego. This is a place where my emotion is hightened, where I always over exxagerate 

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

#mh370 what can I do to help?

It is a devastating tragedy. I do not know how to give my condolence to the family members of those passengers. write on my wall of Facebook would not do anything nor does writing it in my blog now. I am not trying to take granted of the incident I am just writing this to relief myself from the questions in my head. so many questions without no answers. Watch the news all day but still nothing can satisfied me. I do hope those who has family member on the plane stay strong. I have this irks when I see and read things they write in Facebook. I feel like people is taking advantage of the tragic incident and write not because they care. To be positive, I tried to chase away all this negative feelings. Who am I to judge them. maybe they do have good attention and I'm looking it in a bad way. I should stop writing now before I blabbered too much and put negative aura to other who may read this post. I am nobody to judge people... only God have the right to do so... good bye for now. 

p/s feel awkward writing after a very long time of silence... 
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