aerial life

It was love at first sight. I saw her on the shelf of a very old camera shop. I knew it right away that it was meant for me. The chrome body shone like a halo from an angel and captivated me. I was bedazzled and all I wanted was to hold it in my hands.....Ok enough is enough..hahaha.. Now that it is mine, I need to learn how to use it well. Still am excited....uhhhh Yashica....I can't wait to see the product of our love affair....hahahahah....Ohhh I know it wont be good the first time..but I hope they will be something to look at..hahaha...

Everyone dreams....I dream everyday..not just with my eyes shut close..all the time... I dream to have a better life..I dream to be a better me..I dream of the unimaginable things....but a dream is just a dream if I don't do anything about it....just like 'angan-angan mat jenin'......

Once a friend asked me.."don't you wanna be rich?"...he was persuading me to join his business...and I said.."not this way, I dont mind being as I am now....I am a moderate man....I dont need big cars,big house, and all those big things...I am grateful of what I have now..."....Then he never persuaded me again....and I am thankful of what I am now and I don't envy when people flash big cars in front of me....once I did something for free...I thought of helping the children..I done it for years for free..then I found out that all the years that I did those work I was getting paid...and the money never reached me...I am fine of doing it voluntarily but when some one swindle my right then I stopped.....and now my own friends are actually doing the same thing to me.....they got money by my slavery.....hmmmm what kind of friends are they??....even when some one gave me present to thank me for my help I didn't get it...it was passed to some one else.......hmmm...

If life is like the railway track then we can switch rail easily..just pull the handle and the rail is switched.... but life just aint like railway tracks..there are choices and sometimes we take the wrong turn.

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Yeay yeay a picnic..... bye.......................

bile cinta xberbalas boleh menjadi benci...kat tv pun selalu tunjuk macm tu...bile cinta yang diberi xberbalas bermacam balasan yang yang diperlakukan oleh hati yang luka....walopun hanya drama TV tp ade kebenarannye..... Bagaimanakah menghadapinye? patutkah yang dibenci hanya duduk diam xberkata ape?....hmmmm tp kalo benci yang datang dri perasaan sayang ni selalunye berlarutan sampai mati....aku harap aku xkan ade perasaan macam ni...xtergamak aku nak membenci...hanya akan membusukkan hati aku...bile hati dah busuk orang pun akan lari...orang akan dapat menghidu bau busuk tu dan xkan tertahan....bile hati dah busuk adekah amalan kite diterima tuhan?.....aku pun xtau la nak menjawab persoalan ini...aku bukan orang yang alim.... selalunye bile seseorang dah membenci kerane cinta ni susah nak diubati...xkire walo ape pun yang dibenci buat untuk mengubatnye........hanya tuhan yang dapat membuka hati yang membenci untuk berubah.... sabar......jawapannye sabar le kot....sabar dan jangan me...

If you ask me what I think of you...you'll be sad. I think you are delusional. You think people talk about you in your back. I got news for you my dear pathetic friend. We don't care that much bout you. I used to pity you. That was my biggest mistake ever. I should just let you be. Maybe you were happier that way. Now you are getting on my nerves. If you want to bad mouth me, don't do it in this park. I been here longer than you. even the trees know me. Hmm I'll do you a favor. I hope you'll be happy with it. I'll let you reign in this park. let me go find new place. You can build a circus now. you can recruit clowns, fire-eater, singing dogs, and all those that can entertain you... Good luck.. or should I say 'Good riddance'

Stop! stop! It's not cool pathetic, pathetic. Don't try to look cool you end up being pathetic.

people wear shields to protect their heart from getting hurt...they wear it valiantly and proudly to hide what is inside...they are some that are colorful, some have it in grey and some in blacks...usually they all look strong and well build with various shapes..but I have a fortress...made of gold and various gems...colorful and inviting...shimmering to the eyes...make you want to touch it over and over again...feel the smoothness of the wall...pretty gems mesmerizing the eyes...made you wonder what is inside..... Inside... foul thing dark as the night...serpents slithering around with hisses without stop...this fortress is not to keep what outside from coming in but to cage the wretched things inside from getting out...don't sneak in or you'll be swallow in the realm of darkness...

I need a dream .......some one asked me " what is your dream?" and I can't answer it. I never had a dream before...I usually made it up if some one asked me so that it seem that I'm no different, I have goals in my life....but really I have nothing....I am some one who have nothing to chase..... How do you know what you want in life? How do you know that you want it so bad? Tell me this please....maybe I have dreams that I didn't realize I have...Ohhh if I know what it is...if just I know what it is, I will plan trough it.....I'll crooss any ocean and hike any mountain to achieve it....but what is it?...what is a dream?..... Hmmmm its weird though....people always think that I have high ambition....I am not sure of it myself.....all that I ever done is drifting according to the flow....I just know where to drift and where to stop....I hike the right mountain by chance...I walked the right path by guidance.....all my life I listen and I calculate and I do what ...

Sebelum aku mule...aku nak gelak jahat dulu...muahahahahahahahah..... hehe malam ni lawok pulok rasenye...mgkin xlawok bg kamu pembace atau kpde Rynof sbb dier yg kene....tapi aku tabik la kat Rynof ni(iye aku tau "Rynof" apenye pesen name le....) sbb dier brani makan ape yg dier cakap.... Tempat kami lepok dekat ngan 1 tmpat ni yg ade open karoeke...xpnh la plak kami lepok situ....rase mcm malu je kalo lepok situ.....orang2 tua je lepok situ......dari tmpat lepok kami tu leh dengo nyanyian2 sumbang yang memg jadi bahan ketawe... ape le beraninye deme ni buat pencemaran bunyi....karok kat rumoh udoh le.... Rynof bleh cakap beso lak malam tu....jadi kami cabar dier pg menyumbangkan suasana malam kat tmpat kerok tu....dier leh dengan b lagak cakap " aku selambe je..."...hmmm mgkin memule dier ingat kami memain kot...memg memain je memule tp dah dier blagok pe lagi....... Dalam sejarah...kami pg tmpat tu....hek elleh patut le kami xpnh pg memg xbest pun tempat...

aku merindui dia.. ya..memang rindu.. belajar untuk lupakan... tik..tik...tik..tik...

iklan 1 : "skateboard is not a crime" iklan 2 : "amaran oleh kerajaan malaysia : merokok membahayakan kesihatan" iklan 3 : "say no to obes" iklan 4 : "play safe" iklan 5 : "beware" iklan 6 : "ingatlah orang tersayang" iklan 7 : "amalkan cara hidup yang sihat" iklan 8 : "musnahkan dalang pencemaran" iklan 9 : "akhirnya"

When I was young I was complicated, ignorance gasp upon my heart, I wanted everything a grown up have, my eyes look upon things on the surface, beauty was only a mirage, a reflection of what I wanted to see. Experience teaches, teaches me to take things slow, enjoy the scenery, enjoy life, learn from mistakes, listen to the whisper of the wind, to listen I have to be quiet, i was loud and i was deaf, I was blinded by colours around me, mesmerized by them without knowing the meaning behind. now in this wretched time, everything become clear, how beauty should be look, how advice should be listen, how patient is a virtue, all inside this tiny box of life, waiting for love to carry me thorough my life, for eternity.

I try the colour white, eyes everywhere feel sooth, Mouths whisper of how gorgeous i look, in the mirror..i could see how wrong the colour with me.. I am pitch black.. that is my colour... I fake myself with white but the heart knows the truth... I am dark... dark as night with out moon.. This piece of cloth on my skin.. is getting pale... its going to reveal me the whole me... When that time comes... I'll be running... into the sea of sadness.. let her swallow me..I'll be in the depth.. all alone again.. * The picture of the doves were taken from yahoo search engine....it must belong to some1...but I don't remember who..to that some1...sorry i did not gives any credits to you...if I know who you are then i will... ** found the web site.. http://insel.tabulas.com/2006/07/09/@1240710/

Dnt mind the dates on the pics...my camera goin crazy..hmmm actually it was i who's goin beserk wit d cam...i havn't had it in my hands for so long dat i forgot how to adjust d date...worst was dat i never wanted d date 2 show but i dnt kno to make it invisible..My cam is plain..i remember buying it in my first year of working, dis is my 3rd cam..my 1st cam was samsung..not dat dandy digital one but d 1 usin film..i bought dat when i was in my 2nd semester in college..then when i was at d 5th sem i bought dis cheap digi cam called "igenius"...well it was not genius at all..but dat was d beginng..i like takin pics n i liked bein in it too..m not sayin m gud at it coz i realise i suck in it..hmmmm well atleast i like wat m doin so it's fine wat other pple wanna say bout it..hoho i wanted to talk bout d movie i watched n look at me babbling like a gramma...hmmmi havn't write 4 along time n now look wat i've done...well think i better hit d pillow...i'll w...

I had drama class yesterday on Sunday...i was Prince Aduka n another role as Pak Kelana...I played two roles and dat make me had double d jobs n double the script memorizing...hmmm everytg end well...i got 2 say dat i make a gud actor huhuhuhu(puji sendiri laaaaa....sape lg nak puji...)....anyway it was fun....the effort paid off wit satisfaction... i'll put d pics when i got them...c ya....

Aduh..!! jam dh kt kul 4pg..x leh tido lak..td kul 12 tlelap dpn pc sampai kul 130pg.. sedar je aku terus g tido atas katil tp tetibe x leh lelap lak...fikir mcm2..hish!! nyampah tul aku cmni..kang pagi nk g keje..krg mau tido kt ofis ni...hish...!!!!!!!!! ERMM..mlm td aku pg swimming ngan memember aku...berenang betul2nye..konon nk bakar la lmak2 blebihan yg dh lame dok bertapa dlm badan aku ni....hahhaha..!!! pas membuat bebrapa aksi yg menyesakkan nafas, kami g la lepak minum kt railway n aku order air limau suam je..konon nk diet la...tp..tetibe lak member aku nk blanje..dan kononnye x nk kecikan ati die aku order la tomyam..makanan yg aku anggap x byk lemak...hahahha!!! ntah betui ntah x..hu..hu..pas makan dan beberapa sesi gelak ketawa..dan aksi codek bermain ngan anak anjing kami pun pulang ke rumah masing2..kt umah aku rase letih tp aku rase puas sbb arini aku dh stat program diet.. TAPI!!!!!! cm aku bgtau kt atas td aku x leh tido lak..pas telelap kt dpn pc tu...sampai kul 3.3...

memule smlm dah janji nak g jogging ptg ni...tp xjd lak sbb ade kawan datg...jd kul 6.15 tu gi le lepak rewei..sial laaaa bleh lembik lak tayar moto...bengang je aku....sampei rewei lepak2 smpei kul 7.15...mlm ni nak pg renang yahuuuuu!!! ame gile xpg renang...janji 8.30 kat kolam tp xjanji ngan Syaihannnnn sbb dier gemo lambat jd buat xtau je le...aku lalu dpn The Store,Codek lak kol kate nak beli suor tight dlu....aku tgu le dpn Guardian..bukan le nak beli kat situ..sblh tu ade kedai Melo...kedai yg sume bende ade.... tolong le lame nye tgu codek... sampey aku snap gambo bukan2 le....sampey aku tau le yg sebeno nye kat sini ade tmpat urut....lepas codek dtg siap beli gogles lg kami pun pg le ke kolam renang....Xsangke lak si Syaihannnnnnn tu dah ade..dier lak bising skg....slalunye kami yg bising...dier cakp"OOooo bile aku nak ikut kome semua buat cpt...bile aku xde kome buat lambt..."..dier ingat mcm kami slame ni saje buat dier nampok lembab...bende memg dier dri azali da...