aerial life

Kuning the shitter gone missing...He went out and it rained...I hope he'll be back soon... maybe he's sulking because we locked all the door of the rooms...

kuning si kucing yang suke berak merate rate dah hilang...tadi dier keluar rumah....hmmm harap2 dier tau balik rumah....tengahari tadi dier pandai je masuk time makan.....jangan ade orang curi cukup le......

The cat shitted on another bed. This is the third bed. My room, my parents' room and the guest room. There are three more rooms that He have not molested yet. Anyone with knowledge on how to train the cat please tell me quick...

Can anyone teach me how to train the cat to shit in the litter box? Pleasssssssssssssssssssee...!!! The Cat is shitting all over the place.....

I'm very busy.... It started two weeks ago...and still going on...I cannot catch up with all the assignment... I missed a test... School works have not been completed... I am wry... I'm going berserk...

Kuning si kucing berak atas tilam...tengin nye kucing...tapi dah name pun binatang takkan la nak marah....kuning basib baik la kami ni bukan jenis pemarah...kalo x dah lame buang kamu.... Camane nak ajar berak dalam bekas berak dier?.... Semalam kurung dalam jamban....tutup lubang jamban...pastu latak bekas berak berpasir...tapi dier berak kat tepi bekas pasir....kalo kurung tempat kecik buh pasir...kesian lak....asyik buat bunyi sedih je....hmmmmmm ni dah 2 kali berak atas tilam.....tilam bilik aku ngan bilik mak aku..... lepas ni tah bilik mane plak dier nak berak...kene kunci sume bilik le nampaknye...nanti semua bilik jadi tempat berak dier..... kuning oh kuning.....susahnye nak ajar kucing remaje.....dulu kucing2 sebelum ni senang je...bile nak berak je mintak keluar....mengiau kat tepi pintu....pagi2 ngan waktu senja...pastu datang balik.....kalo panggil name melulu je datang.... yang ni tengin sikit....kalo panggil name pun tak datang.... Kucing pun laen2 perangai...manusia lagi...

I got home tired...parked the car and entered the house...I thought my mother was not home...usually she did not lock the door.... An orange fur ball came hunting my feet....It put its head on my sock-covered foot....Then I heard my mother said " ni lah ahli rumah kite yang baru" She got herself a cat...nice furry animal...we called him Kuning even though the colour is more to orange.... What a nice Tomcat he is......but always rubbing his body at my feet...I cannot even walk properly in the house...he's always ahead of me.... I lock him up in the kitchen....tricked him with food....cant let him sleep beside me.... *** I'm scared of taking pictures of him...people said that cats die after we shoot their pictures...and I got experience of loosing two cats...Do not want to have another heart-breaking moment again...

Sawubona Master, Do not curse the day just because of the flue. You will get better eventually. If frown too much yo will get older faster. Do not speak so valiantly too. You might have hurt somebody feeling and that is hard to cure.

The Trial The Victim I didn't meant to hurt you....I'm broke now so I can't pay your paint job....I'll slip some dough in your letter box next pay Okay.. Guilty as charge P.S. To mamat, Do not be too loud and ask about this....You'll make me get caught....Hush Hush...

I have not laugh sincerely for a long time....being with you...everything becomes pure and from the heart...thank you for bringing the old me back for a moment....now its lost again...

Ohh what a comfortable table....spacious and can keep things inside it too...schools should use back this kind of table....

hahaha...baru dapat flash murah...saje try2 gune...memuaskan hati.....hahaha nape la kedai tu murah sangat... P/S : aku takde model...aku tangkap sape je yang ade kat depan mate....asyik2 dier ni je masuk gambo...

selepas makan mi udang kuale sepetang yang berege RM86.90 untuk 6 orang makan...

I hope they will tie the knot and live happily ever after....like Shrek and Fiona...

It is Thursday and I feel gloomy. Hmm could it be because I have tonnes of works and some of them are not really mine. It must be that I feel like a coolie that I am gloomy. It could be because I am 26 and I have no girlfriend. It must be I am lonely that I am gloomy. Could be that I wasted all my saving last year and now I am broke. Must be because my financial status is bad that I am gloomy. ohhhh it could be because I have so many assignments and I have not finished them that I am gloomy. It must have been for the workloads. Could it be because I have not eaten yet. Yes, it must be that. I was fine this morning then the JKR came during recess time and took such a long time to leave that I missed my breakfast. Ohhhhhh yup....that's it...!!!

its monthly test week for schools. What a good week to relax. The bad part is that I have meeting every day this week. Yesterday it ended at 5.30pm. I never like meeting. I have been to so many meetings and courses that I know how not important the meeting I attended yesterday. They just blabbered on things that everybody already know.

Have you ever be in the situation where you have to make somebody hated you so that they will leave you. It is not a good thing to do. You will feel guilty after that.

loves and lies they are in the same line.....sometimes loves come first then started all the lies. Lies can be in many form too. Sometimes we lie to protect our love one. The truth hurts so much and truth can bring trouble too. It' easier to lie. Sometimes lies come first. Loves based on lies do not last. Lies because of loves can bring good things and can bring trouble...... I do not know why I wrote the crap.

Happy days.... I have not be happy for long that I forgot when was the last time I felt it. I tried all the things that could make me happy but they did not works. first I thought I would be happy when I got my first DSLR camera but I did not feel it then the ipod and still no leap in the heart. I went on holiday at Vietnam but no still did not felt it. I got my license but it did not do anything. Then I got a car, still not happy. I went to Penang and went wild but nop still did not worked. Maybe this is what adulthood is like. I am all grown up and I did not notice it. When did all this happened? Now I know why grown ups always frown. I frown when people did not see me.

Some secrets should stay secrets.

I am very tired of lies. Tired of hearing them and tired of pretending that I do not know that I am being lied. I am tired of pretenders. Yet I pretend that I do not know they are pretending. I let them pretend and be proud of all their act. I am tired of being tired of all the tiredness than I am tired of.

I heard this too often that it must be true. Does it really goes this way. Oh hmmm then I should not be the nice guy. People say nice guys are boyfriends materials and women always want to hang out with them but they never be her boyfriend because they will say "you are to nice". Yes I had been in that situation. 2003. The year where I met a beautiful lady when I was doing my practicum. There were four of us guys who wanted to woo her. At first I do not want to play in the game. The three practicum partners tried so hard to catch her attention that I was left behind in the teachers' room talking to no one. I stept up and get my engine running and went to them. I did not introduce myself. Then suddenly she asked everybody phone number. She asked mine too. I thought she was just being polite to me as she had asked the other three numbers. I gave it to her thinking that she would never called anyway. That night I recieved a message from her. She said she liked my tie. It was...

Kia ora, I notice that some of the bloggers received comments from anonymous and its making them mad. I myself have encounters these people too. In my previous blog almost 70% of the commenter were anonymous but they did not do me harm like what other have been through. I closed that blogs not because of the anonymous but because of some friends that felt uneasy of what I wrote. I do not really care for anonymous but when friends started sulking then I felt that I really need to control of what I write. Nowadays I am only writing to myself. Yes it sounded stupid but if stupidity would not hurt people around me than let me be stupid. In this blog I pose myself as Silverleaf. My consience that will always try to calm me. The other who is the dark side is in the other blog. The main body is the master. It sounded like I am delusional but I really have full control of myself and all of these characters are made to be for my own sake. Yes, you may not understand the writi...

Përshëndetje Master, You heard what happened to your friend, you know why it happened. If you do not want that kind of things happen to you, start listening to me. nowadays everything happen fast. You do bad things, bad things happen to you back....let us try to be kind...not only kind towards human but kindness to every living things...kindness to ourselves too...

Salut dark, You almost win the battle. Do not forget that I'm always on the other side of the shoulder. You got your horns out last night. I wont give up yet.

Ola' Master, Being kind is a reward by itself. being kind is not to hope for anything in returns. Helping without hoping anything back is not easy. But once you did it you will want to do more. So let us start practicing to be kind. Do not tell people of what kindness you have done. There is a saying that said "sedekah ngan tangan kanan, tangan kiri pun tak tahu"....kind of sounded that way. I'm not very good in remembering every words but that is how it almost sound. Hmm from now on I will try to be kind. being kind will make me feel human. This is one of the things that differentiate between us human and animal. Master, friends, let us start this campaign together. I read in reader's digest that kind people are healthier. I do not know how they measure it but I do believe it myself.

Ohhh I just hear a nice quote from the predator Vs Alien on telly just now..."the enemy of our enemy is our friend.." some sort like that, I cannot remember the exact words...

OH master, The day started with grace. everything was fine but then after midnight on the beginning of your 26th anniversary you gone wild. I was almost dead when you stream back to your old dark way. thank god you did not went all the way to the realm of devils. Control yourself. You are not as young as you once were. Remember that death is always near. Clinging to your every move.

Happy Birthday Master... Many people wished you a happy birthday anniversary...They wished you get many happy returns...returns of what?....

we're going to Penang today. The bag is not packed yet. What a procrastinators we are...yup yup we are.

Patience is a virtue...Yes I know its hard to be patience anymore when people talk about you. Talk about things that are not all truth and nothing but the mixture of illusion. Should I destroy her?... She smeared my name in public. I pity her and she gave me hell. Maybe this is just the way for her to mend her broken heart. Should I just let it be. People who are close to me should know the truth without hearing it from my own mouth. And if they were captured in the illusion the Lady Spider spin. I should not come and loose them. They have willingly go to her so let them free themselves from the entanglement of the sticky web. It has been ten years. she hunts me for ten whole years. She almost got me now. Filled with hatred now. She is going to kill me. So now its the matter of to kill or be killed... My hand would be dirty with the spider's blood.

First time . Today is the first time I wash my car. It is not as easy as I thought. To most people this is a stupid thing to write. Well, I am twenty-six years old and it was my first time of washing my own car. A car that I own . What's the big deal?. Not big to you rich snobs but yes to moderate people like me. people whose income does not reach thirty thousand a year, we dream about this. A car that we own with our own blood and sweat. Ohh and its extra special for me as I have only own a car license this year and the car this year too. I know its a pride of a peacock. something that does not need to be brag about. Yes I notice that I am being silly. Oh well please let me be silly and happy for a while.

Master, I just want to remind you not to spend on unnecessary thing so much. Your pay is not as it use to be. You have more burden this year with the new ride. the cost of living is higher now. It is true that human will never have enough of anything. Desire and necessity need to be clarify. Do not spend money on what you want but spend on what you need. Let me highlighted that you have no saving now. None at all. You spend it all of it last year. You should have kept a part of it but you were stubborn and listen to lust and desire.

My beloved Master, I can see your pain every day. There is no day that you do not feel like a looser. Stop torturing yourself with guilt. It will kill you from inside. You are not only hurting yourself but the people around you too. You forgave others but you have never forgive yourself. That is what eating you from inside. Please take my advice. Forgive yourself. I am weak inside of you because you are being devour by your own guilt. He(whose name should not be voiced) is growing stronger. I might not be here anymore if he takes control over you.

Dear Master, Stop being angry with Lady Rafflesia. She does not always treat you badly. She have done a lot of things for you. There were times where she took advantages of your kindness but she did good things to you too. She might not know that she have been doing unfair things to you. Some humans are like that. They did not realize that they done harm to people they love. Yes I mean that. She does love you. She consider you as a son. So, stop being bitter and forgive her. You will be happier like that.

'Salam' I salute to you who come to to view this blog. This is my first post as Silverleaf. I am not a real person, I am just the other half of my master. A man that have bad past and very difficult route to a happy life. He always speak off his misfortune that it has made him bitter. I am not the first that came out from him. The other is as dark as his past that it is a shame to speak his name. I am not as strong as the other-half and I barely qualified to fight him. I am just here to speak my mind.