aerial life

Ohhh I just wanna try....I found out this contest in Najmie's blog, "My Great Life" and follow the link to "it's all about LIFE" blog....and here I am giving a shot........ I was showing the groom on how to pose and the photographer was setting the the shutter speed. The amazing thing was that the bride was always ready for the camera...there wasn't a picture of her looking bad.... p/s...lupe nak bgtau....kalo nak join, sila klik kat gambo atas tu, gambo 4 jejaka menayang bontot tuh.....tapi ari nih last date....

2009 is almost over....I don't remember what was my resolution last year so I cant tell you if they are fulfilled or not. All I know is the year end with me being single and have to wear a pair of spectacles. I don't have a real resolution yet for next year. I'll list them down first and at the end of 2010 I'll check them back. Oh oh and that of course only happen if I still being active in blogging next year. It's a whole different thing next year. The new school and all.....Hmmmmmmm I hope I can adapt to the surrounding of the new environment. Oh oh and in a class they will be more than 40 students....I'm not used to teach that whole lot of little children in one class. I thought year 1 to 6 in the last school but the students in a class were not that many. hmmmmmmmm need to find syllabus and all...

All these pictures were taken by Muhammad B. Wahid Directed by Silverleaf Oh oh these pictures were shot by my friend. We always work together....I did the directing and he did the snapping...he's very good with his tools not like me...oh oh we haven't edited anything yet....too tired.....and busy too...(excuses)......

gambo sblm nih sebenonye spec men men je....yg nih baru siap....hmmmmm ok le kot.....kalo xok, pakei time drive udoh le...hehe

I felt like all the cars on the road were using their high beam....I even put on the sunscreen at night. I checked my eyes at an optical shop in Ipoh and hmmmmm "rabun Silau" ropenye.....ish ish ish......xsukenye pakei spec..............rase cam org tua...... oh oh xleh nak bejage mlm nih.....sok ade wedding photoshoot.....nite nite..... oh oh ahad nih mgkin gi cameron!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION I am truly sorry for any inconvenient. I am trying to change the layout.....now i know it's really hard doing it.....It took me hours to figure just to put the header correctly....I am truly sorry..... Update AIIIImoKKKK xlalu doh nak buat!!!!!!!!!!

I was bitten by a poisonous dragonfly....now my name is Scar........ **Oh oh this pic scared me....was playing with adobe....

I'm enjoying coke right now in front of the lappy. just came back from the new school. Yup, I'm going to be teaching in different school next year. Bigger school, larger crowd, more students, more work and different politic game. I'm not talking about the politic in the country, I'm talking about politic in the workplace....oh oh i'm tired of workplace politic... Nevertheless, nobody can run off from such thing. They will be ass suckers, bossy seniors, babbling clerk, meddling parents, and there will be strict head master whose butt will be shining from the suckers.....oh oh they will be strict attire code too...hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..tired.. oh oh i should be positive but I been there two times and that the first thing caught on my mind....That what I saw for those two times I was there....Shit....!!! I should be neutral....I'll try to be neutral...won't get caught in those dirty games of them....Oh oh...i donno...Hmmmmmm will see, will see.....it's still too...

I can control the king, the queen, the rook, the knight and the bishop to engage a war....but, It's not something worth it....I let you win. You are so keen on winning, so take it.....enjoy it!!

semua tempat nak benti tgkp gambo...ape kename background nye huhuhu Ohh aku maleh nak edit2 lagi...penatttt woooo....nti rr...boh je la sini dulu....oh oh aku tgkp dri jauh je nih...ade photographer dah...jadi aku maleh nak menyebok..huhu

I donno what time it is. I cnt sleep. Just like yesterday. I log out of blogspot to sleep bt my eyes dnt feel like it. I used to have this kind of prob back in my college days. It's happening again. I hope I wont be sleepy while driving. I'm gonna look like hell at the weddg...oh. *blogging via phone.

I'm in a friend house in Seberang Jaya. He asked me here to see his akad nikah and wedding ceremony here. I was reluctant to come at 1st but seems that nobody else can make it, I felt sorry for him and now here I am on the floor typing this log. I'm using my phone as a modem for this internet connection. Maxis has this RM8 for a day internet service. The speed is okay here, can even upload pictures to facebook. I'm satisfied with the speed. hoho it's funny writing a log. I did it because I watched Avatar yesterday and he did video log everyday...aku mudah terpengaruh....but no way m gonna do a video log...malu la wehh haha...and I sounded retarded in recorded devices haaahahahha...hmmm I brought my camera...he asked me to shoot a lil bit in the akad nikah and kenduri...m so lazy for free thingy hahahahahahahaha....hmmmmm I havent practice using the camera for quite sometime now...Donno if m gonna have the 'feel'...I need to 'feel' to get nice enough pict...

*Hoho sonok dapat poster ngan gelas plastic Avatar... *Haha ape yang kamu buat ni matt!!!.... *Hoho poster dah lekat dlm bilik skg nih... *meganggu orang beratur beli pop corn....xsedap rrr pop corn TGV...Pop corn GSC lagi sedap...Weh pasei pe aku mcm ade 3 kaki??...hoho.... It's 4.49am....Just came back from Ipoh. Was with Along,mamat,Arn and Syihan...A nice movie it was....clean type where you can bring your kid brother with...oh oh I'm tired now.....got to log out........bye bye......

ini kuning. dia penyebok...huhu....

It has to end some where and it must end quickly....and now I'm forcing it to end......goodbye sorrow, goodbye lonely, goodbye sadness, goodbye looser.....haaaaa...bye bye...a new day begin....

I thought she was the one. I really did. I believed it and it became hope. I stayed loyal far too long. I was wrong. I should have known better. I don't blame her, not for my own foolishness. She was not at fault at all. It was I who was not bright enough to understand. The time I reallised it, I was crushed like glass to stone. Shattered into pieces. I should not cling to this cloud, It's too cold here. It is dark and gloomy. It rains all the time but there is no sunshine to make a rainbow. No rainbow....no rainbow here..hmmm what the use of a rainbow...its only the arch of colours....it could make me happy but for a while...only for a while....I should be looking for the sun..Ohhhh yes the sun...then I wont feel this cold anymore....Sun....where are you???....I saw stars before...they glitters at me....maybe one of the stars is the sun that I need...fool....what a fool for me to ignore them before.....There is not only one son...the stars I saw could be the sun that could hea...

Once a friend asked me.."don't you wanna be rich?"...he was persuading me to join his business...and I said.."not this way, I dont mind being as I am now....I am a moderate man....I dont need big cars,big house, and all those big things...I am grateful of what I have now..."....Then he never persuaded me again....and I am thankful of what I am now and I don't envy when people flash big cars in front of me....once I did something for free...I thought of helping the children..I done it for years for free..then I found out that all the years that I did those work I was getting paid...and the money never reached me...I am fine of doing it voluntarily but when some one swindle my right then I stopped.....and now my own friends are actually doing the same thing to me.....they got money by my slavery.....hmmmm what kind of friends are they??....even when some one gave me present to thank me for my help I didn't get it...it was passed to some one else.......hmmm...

got to take control. hmmm maybe tomorrow...today m too lazy huhuhuhuu....

Nothing left... all the colours flew out... flapping their colourful wings and left me with the darkness... all I have is the grey heart.... no life inside.. just echo of cries... hollow....

I'm lost and I'm cold....I need some one to guide me out of this maze...

I have been bitter for quite sometime now but now I realise that what was supposed to be has been.....and now I accepted the fact that she had just made the best choice of her life. she chose not to pretend anymore and laid the truth to me. I just have to accept it. I must not been good enough for her and I have to accept that. I been shooting the love arrows on the blank wall that she put to cover her heart made of hard steel. All the arrows broke just like my heart did.... I have to wake up some day...and I have just did.

I'm still in HK. I wont write a long post just yet...Just wanna post something here. Ohh I should have fun here but everything turned sour when I finally realise that my love life was all fake. I realise that she's not in love with me like I love her. I feel insane right now...dont worry, I'll keep my cool a bit longer.......I'm hurt...its like my heart jump out of the rib and got rolled by a truck. I felt like doing something stupid but my love to my family stopped all the crazy ideas......If there is a pil that can erase my memory and my love for her, I'll get it.......

I cant say that I'm in favour of all the government campaigns but this one I'm totally in with. The colour of skins, religion and all should not be the problems in living together as a community but we have been taught indirectly by our parents that way. Not on purpose but its like a thing in the mind that set the our way of lives.....The SJK(C) and SJK(T) schools just dont help us get along too....Why not just one school for all....hmmmmm waitta minute...I wrote bout this before...oh oh...hmmm I should not write it again...oh well you know what I mean and you can interpret what I mean...I think...oh ok I don't wanna think...I wanna watch anime...bye hahahahahah... A P/S:..I was so eager to write then I lost interest...hehe

The map I posted yesterday was about today journey......I googled the way to Sungai Petani and here I am....In a room with a cheese burger, my favourite lipton green tea, pudding and the laptop.....

I done things that I'm not proud off...far too many mistakes that i didn't learned from....need to find the right path.....ohh by the way the map above got nothing to do with the post...hmm maybe a little...

i'm pretty busy this week...I shouldn't have time to update....oh oh i pick up again my old hobby...hmmm I have a lot of hobbies....fishing,swimming,photography,drawing,....but its kinda according to the moods.....now I'm back into fishing......I bought a new reel and rod...I shouldn't have as I already have 3 of them but all of them were given by my elder brother...I wanted my own stuff.....Its cheaper and not as nice but its my own and I love it.......its fun but kinda not suitable now as I don't have the time....yesterday I fished for an hour...just melepas gian....oh oh and I caught a pretty big fish...just a fish...just one...I wished I had more time.....the water was just right yesterday...