Just not good enough...


I have been bitter for quite sometime now but now I realise that what was supposed to be has been.....and now I accepted the fact that she had just made the best choice of her life. she chose not to pretend anymore and laid the truth to me. I just have to accept it. I must not been good enough for her and I have to accept that.

I been shooting the love arrows on the blank wall that she put to cover her heart made of hard steel. All the arrows broke just like my heart did....

I have to wake up some day...and I have just did.

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Fin said…
it is a matter of time... u'll be ok friend!
December 9, 2009 at 12:14 AM
Silverleaf said…
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December 9, 2009 at 2:16 PM
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