Sunday, December 13, 2009

Sun....


I thought she was the one. I really did. I believed it and it became hope. I stayed loyal far too long. I was wrong. I should have known better. I don't blame her, not for my own foolishness. She was not at fault at all. It was I who was not bright enough to understand.

The time I reallised it, I was crushed like glass to stone. Shattered into pieces.

I should not cling to this cloud, It's too cold here. It is dark and gloomy. It rains all the time but there is no sunshine to make a rainbow. No rainbow....no rainbow here..hmmm what the use of a rainbow...its only the arch of colours....it could make me happy but for a while...only for a while....I should be looking for the sun..Ohhhh yes the sun...then I wont feel this cold anymore....Sun....where are you???....I saw stars before...they glitters at me....maybe one of the stars is the sun that I need...fool....what a fool for me to ignore them before.....There is not only one son...the stars I saw could be the sun that could heat my land........but there are too far now for me to know if there are the sun I need. Stars......stars...twinkling in the sky....there are many stars...I should not worried.....Just need to find the one that could be my sun.....

p/s...m writing nonsense here...sowy...huhuhuhhu...oh oh but if u truly understand it then u know I really meant what I wrote....huhuu

10 comments:

fitriah said...

i understand it..

she is obviously not ur sun, n ur sun is still out there. dun worry. it is just a matter of time. :)

btw, i so love ur pic! nice!

Silverleaf said...

thanks fitriah.....love to taste ur pudding one day....that pudding in ur blog....

Just_najmiE said...

I'm a star.. wanna date me? =P




*najmie means star

attempt to cheer u up failz.. (-__-"

Silverleaf said...

huhu..thanks najmie....it didnt failed...huhu..hmmm if we r nearer then i'll pick u up tomorrow after subuh hehehehehe

Just_najmiE said...

wahahaha, after subuh?.. cannot maa, I sleep some more.. hahaha.. come to kedah, n u can meet me.. (^^,)

++***hana zaty**++ said...

kmoooo....

im a moon!!~~~

oh no!~im flower!~~~

ehhh...tidak juge..

im wat u tink..ngee.....

it is my 1st tyme here..like to read ur writing!~~in english...!!~~~

kmoo...jadi cikgu 'Bi' kite buleh?ngee

Finaz said...

rainbow ker, sun ker, star ker, remember whatever they r juz make sure the one not only luvs u but cant live without u..(therefore she luvs u so damn much!)

Silverleaf said...

najmie,
hihihi...if i ever be in ur part of town then I'll surely drop by....

hana zaty,
huhu thank u 4 droppin by......cikgu b.i.?..kite pun xpandai hihi....

finaz,
wise words dear.....u have been givin good advise all tis while...thank you...

Jiyuu said...

Ah,...I've been there before, too. The only thing I can say that might make you feel better now is: it might take a while, but you will feel better.

Cheers =>

kujuto senpai said...

hmmmmm...hg nok matahari?? ade...ade kat kuale..nnti aku tlong cr kan..

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