Sun....


I thought she was the one. I really did. I believed it and it became hope. I stayed loyal far too long. I was wrong. I should have known better. I don't blame her, not for my own foolishness. She was not at fault at all. It was I who was not bright enough to understand.

The time I reallised it, I was crushed like glass to stone. Shattered into pieces.

I should not cling to this cloud, It's too cold here. It is dark and gloomy. It rains all the time but there is no sunshine to make a rainbow. No rainbow....no rainbow here..hmmm what the use of a rainbow...its only the arch of colours....it could make me happy but for a while...only for a while....I should be looking for the sun..Ohhhh yes the sun...then I wont feel this cold anymore....Sun....where are you???....I saw stars before...they glitters at me....maybe one of the stars is the sun that I need...fool....what a fool for me to ignore them before.....There is not only one son...the stars I saw could be the sun that could heat my land........but there are too far now for me to know if there are the sun I need. Stars......stars...twinkling in the sky....there are many stars...I should not worried.....Just need to find the one that could be my sun.....

p/s...m writing nonsense here...sowy...huhuhuhhu...oh oh but if u truly understand it then u know I really meant what I wrote....huhuu

Comments

Fitriah said…
i understand it..

she is obviously not ur sun, n ur sun is still out there. dun worry. it is just a matter of time. :)

btw, i so love ur pic! nice!
December 13, 2009 at 2:11 AM
Silverleaf said…
thanks fitriah.....love to taste ur pudding one day....that pudding in ur blog....
December 13, 2009 at 2:22 AM
Just_najmiE said…
I'm a star.. wanna date me? =P




*najmie means star

attempt to cheer u up failz.. (-__-"
December 13, 2009 at 2:46 AM
Silverleaf said…
huhu..thanks najmie....it didnt failed...huhu..hmmm if we r nearer then i'll pick u up tomorrow after subuh hehehehehe
December 13, 2009 at 2:50 AM
Just_najmiE said…
wahahaha, after subuh?.. cannot maa, I sleep some more.. hahaha.. come to kedah, n u can meet me.. (^^,)
December 13, 2009 at 3:58 AM
++***hana zaty**++ said…
kmoooo....

im a moon!!~~~

oh no!~im flower!~~~

ehhh...tidak juge..

im wat u tink..ngee.....

it is my 1st tyme here..like to read ur writing!~~in english...!!~~~

kmoo...jadi cikgu 'Bi' kite buleh?ngee
December 13, 2009 at 9:29 AM
Finaz said…
rainbow ker, sun ker, star ker, remember whatever they r juz make sure the one not only luvs u but cant live without u..(therefore she luvs u so damn much!)
December 13, 2009 at 9:36 AM
Silverleaf said…
najmie,
hihihi...if i ever be in ur part of town then I'll surely drop by....

hana zaty,
huhu thank u 4 droppin by......cikgu b.i.?..kite pun xpandai hihi....

finaz,
wise words dear.....u have been givin good advise all tis while...thank you...
December 13, 2009 at 4:18 PM
Jiyuu said…
Ah,...I've been there before, too. The only thing I can say that might make you feel better now is: it might take a while, but you will feel better.

Cheers =>
December 16, 2009 at 9:41 PM
kujuto senpai said…
hmmmmm...hg nok matahari?? ade...ade kat kuale..nnti aku tlong cr kan..
December 17, 2009 at 11:36 AM
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