Depress no more...I hope so..


I been feeling depress for a number of days that I forgot what was I been depress about. These few days made me opens my eyes. I know that the road I'm on was not so bad...I been lucky for a long time...I should be thankful to god. The road I'm on was not so bad...yup there were rough time but there are people who had harder time and still live happily...I want to be that kind of person...I want to face anything comes my way with head held high and the confident of a lion...

People have been nice towards me these few days...Since last Sunday. I have not being among friends for a week. I felt I want to be alone and I avoid 'lepak-lepak' with anyone...I stayed home reading blogs and books...People start asking why and I told them nothing...I have not tell anyone about my problems cause I know they'll try to fix it and it will only get worse...

I received a letter for a course at Pulau Pangkor. I was very reluctant to go as I'm in a foul mood. But i still went there and now I'm at a mamak's writing this entry...just came back from Pangkor Island.

I do feel relief now. I been thinking when I was on the island and I'm stronger now... come what may, I'll face it like a true man...

I hope Pepatung is ok now...she was so sad that she didn't get the transfer letter...congratulation to Pie and Nawar as they'll be transferring to their hometown next year......Oh oh congratulation to Sun for her new baby boy.................


Comments

Anonymous said…
byk2 brzikir...istikarah...bg kuatkan ht..sure ok punye...

somebody u jzt forget
November 11, 2008 at 8:16 PM
nurain said…
kamu ade masalh..tapi kamu sangat tenang..

insyaallah sume slamat~
November 11, 2008 at 10:25 PM
Darkheart said…
somebody i jzt forget? - m quite ok now...thanks for ur concern..i appreciate it.
November 11, 2008 at 10:26 PM
Darkheart said…
Nurain - Tq 2 u too....u hav been comforting me since d day m depress...i appreciate it.....
November 11, 2008 at 10:35 PM
Anonymous said…
anas,depress is good bcoz it shows tht we have feelings..moreover, life without probs n obstacles is like gulai tkde garam..cam citer ahmad albab tuuuu..so buddy, appreciate it n grab whtever opportunities in front of u..mcm ayat standard aku ler..everthng happend for a reasons..Allah bagi kite dugaan n masalah sbb DIA yakin kita mampu hadapi.. be strong k...

nawooooo
November 12, 2008 at 7:54 PM
Darkheart said…
nawoo - yup yup yup....thanks Nawoo....i'll learn a lot from every challenge dat i faced.....
November 13, 2008 at 2:47 AM
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