Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Oh. Egg is nice with everything. Cheap but satisfying.


I was messaging Pepatung and suddenly we talked about eggs. That reminded me of my little brother.

I and my younger brother were crazy about egg. We use to eat it everyday. We used to experiment cooking it. We put salt, we put this and that and so many kind of ways to cook it. Everyday there must be eggs. our mother nagged every day because no matter what she cooked we still wanted the eggs.

She was fed up that she stopped buying eggs...but that didn't stopped us..we saved our school money and bought them ourselves.. she had to give up...huhu.

This is the only thing we got in common...we both love egg...other than that its zero...we didn't fight, quarrel, chatting, hang out or anything at all...if he's home he will stay put in front of the laptop and download anime or movie...these are the only things that he'll do...

I don't know if he has friends or girlfriends. ask him 1 question and he answer it once, ask him 10 questions he answered it 10 time....ask him more, he'll be quiet.....I don't know him anymore...its like he has no lives...he never asked anything...not only with me but everybody...he even never asked for money when he needs it....I just put it in his account.

he was not always like that...we used to do things together when we were younger......its after high school...he stayed in hostel and he started to be so far away from us...I missed my brother.... We used to fight until the point that he took a knife and chased me....but that was ok, after that we will be able to play together again but now....I can say anything to him or do anything that can make him mad but No he will not play that game...he will just keep quiet....

Our family has always have trouble expressing our feelings...my elderly brothers and sisters still have problems showing love to my parents but the good thing is that they try..My father is a strict person..He raised his children like soldiers except for me....Maybe its because I was sick when I was a child that sometime its not fair for the others and they felt a little jealousy....

My mother loves all her children, I never doubted that but she rarely calls them and they rarely called her too, except when they wanted to tell that they bank in money...I was the one that used to call them and said that mother asking about them...I always said that "mak dah rindu kat kamu, bile nak balik..."or "mak nak cakap ngan kamu, dier rindu..."....It took a long time for them to learn how to call home...usually if I'm the one answering the phone I will said to my mother " Abg *** nak cakap ngan mak, rindu le tu.." and my mother will smile and answer the phone....

9 comments:

nurain said...

ngee..u were just like my sisters..they cant live w'out fried eggs..it realy bother my emak that she usually hide the eggs..haha..

hmm..communications are important..but the most important thing is understanding each other..kan?

Anonymous said...

kem slam kt salam...huhuhu

Anonymous said...

anas,im interested wit ur story bout ur elderly brothers and sisters.. as for me,i've been raised by my opah since i was young..so my feelings towards my parents was so so compared to my opah..just like ur siblings, i rarely talk and share my ups n downs with my parents..i do love them but deep in my heart there's a gap between us..its hard to express feelings to someone that we don't use to even though they are my parents..the moral is kasih sayang tu senang disebut tp nk zahirkn agak susah..nmpk mcm mudah je tp complicated..but i keep learning to love them more n more each day..maybe situation aku lain tp msgnye same kot..

Darkheart said...

nurain - huhu i can team up wit ur sis laaaa...

anonymous - haaaha aku jawab kan salam utk salam......

anonymous - yup dats right....but sometime showing some affections does mean a lot....my bros and sis didn't spend much time with my parents...after school dey went to U n then work.....but they do understand where they're standing....they do know the sacrificed and hardship that my parents hav endure to put them where they r...U shud spend time with ur parents....showing some affections will b great.....

Weed and Bandages said...

roti makan dengan telur cincang sedap

Darkheart said...

Mss Weed ~ hmmmmkami panggil telor hancur....buh lada hitam lak...uishhhh

Just_najmiE said...

u're entries make me smile sometimes.. I feel all warm n fuzzy inside.. (^^,)

Silverleaf said...

oh oh...warm and fuzzy...were u about 2 vomit? hehehehe

Just_najmiE said...

uii, vomit??.. no lah!! I just think u're sweet..

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