what is left of me.....

It's been a while since I wrote the last post. I don't know why but I just don't know what to write anymore. A lot of things happened but there were just no words to describe the events.

I'm going to be 27 years old this Saturday. I feel old. Wahahaha....I intend to get married before I'm 30 but now I don't know if I would be able to fulfill that plan of mine. I have nobody right now and that makes it hard to live on the plan. I do not want to get married just because I want to get married. I want to get married because I want to marry that special woman. Ohh am I sounded grumpy and delusional ??..haha...Oh oh I better stop now.....I don't want to write craps and make a fool of myself...A loser like me have nothing but pride...if that pride is gone then I have nothing...so let me keep my sanity for a while as that's the only pride I have now......Ohh I sounded like a lunatic one more time...shhhh.. Stop! stop!..people gonna think I'm crazy...huhu

Comments

DH said…
Silverleaf..kalau ko terus tulis macam ni aku nangis nnt.Waaaa..
March 5, 2010 at 11:10 AM
Silverleaf said…
hihi...I'm only grumpy when I'm writing in the blog...outside I'm just my plain self...never show what's inside...the blog is the place where I feel a little open and write things that I wont say out loud.....so, for those people who reads the blog, u'r reading my heart content......
March 6, 2010 at 1:05 PM
Aimee Termizi said…
Mostly, think like the way u thinking dude.

Enjoy dulu, bru kawen, tp btol ke kawen xenjoy?
March 6, 2010 at 5:58 PM
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