Thursday, March 4, 2010

what is left of me.....

It's been a while since I wrote the last post. I don't know why but I just don't know what to write anymore. A lot of things happened but there were just no words to describe the events.

I'm going to be 27 years old this Saturday. I feel old. Wahahaha....I intend to get married before I'm 30 but now I don't know if I would be able to fulfill that plan of mine. I have nobody right now and that makes it hard to live on the plan. I do not want to get married just because I want to get married. I want to get married because I want to marry that special woman. Ohh am I sounded grumpy and delusional ??..haha...Oh oh I better stop now.....I don't want to write craps and make a fool of myself...A loser like me have nothing but pride...if that pride is gone then I have nothing...so let me keep my sanity for a while as that's the only pride I have now......Ohh I sounded like a lunatic one more time...shhhh.. Stop! stop!..people gonna think I'm crazy...huhu

3 comments:

DH said...

Silverleaf..kalau ko terus tulis macam ni aku nangis nnt.Waaaa..

Silverleaf said...

hihi...I'm only grumpy when I'm writing in the blog...outside I'm just my plain self...never show what's inside...the blog is the place where I feel a little open and write things that I wont say out loud.....so, for those people who reads the blog, u'r reading my heart content......

Aimee Termizi said...

Mostly, think like the way u thinking dude.

Enjoy dulu, bru kawen, tp btol ke kawen xenjoy?

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