aerial life

O hhh to continue......This is my sister...she's the 1 that drag me along to the trip....hoho what a mystery to put the balloon at the head....i know she wouldn't like me to put her picture here....this picture was taken in the tunnel...it was dark but the flash of the camera was so powerful that it filled the the tunnel.... I was reluctant to go to this trip at 1st.....I tought of going to sempoerna....I like beaches and sea...when I was still in college, I and pepatung planned to go to all the islands and beaches in Malaysia....but until now we haven't been to any beaches together yet....that's why I am so excited about the Pangkor plan....I hope nothing go wrong........I can't wait for raya haji....we planned to go the trip after it..........

In the tunnel....its not this wide but this is like the room in the tunnel...scary dark tunnel.... H ello everybody!!! I miss u so much..... I just came back from a trip at Vietnam around Ho Chi Minh City....I know to some of you this is not a big deal...I dont come from a wealthy family so a trip like this mean so much to me....I been there since last Friday till last Monday...huhuhuhu I'm still excited about it...... When I was in school I didn't get the chance to follow any school trip....near or far...not to say that we lived in poverty it was just that at that time they looked like a waste of money...what important were food on the table, roof on our heads and clothes on our body....I always wanted to follw all those trips I missed back in school days but I didn't asked my mom because I knew that it would be out of budget..... I won't put any other pictures to respect the other that were along on that trip....I dont think they would like to be expose here.....Hmm...

U hhh maleh lak nak sambung....anyway, I saw Hornbills on the island... rase macm nak kidnap sekor!!! ~rasenye ni ibu ngan anak sebab setiap kali yang depan tu jumpe makanan mesti dier bagi kat yng belakang tu...hmmmmm burung pun tahu kasih sayang...malunye manusia ade yang sanggup buang anak... @pun sebenonye pasangan kekasih kut huhuhuhu........

I have been running away from people around me for these few days. I wanted to be left alone for sometime...last Sunday I went for a course at pangkor...It was the perfect gateway to loneliness... I made new friends on the Island...I have always be friendly...I ran from everybody and I met new people... They asked me to go for island hopping but I don't wan to...uhhh an old man lend me his motorcycle when i said i want to look around the island...hmmm peole have been so nice to me since Sunday when my depression was on maximum mode huhuhu.... Sunday : I went to the workshop to change engine oil and everything that need to be change. I left my motorcycle there and went to the mamak's restaurant. I ate nasi beriyani. didn't finish the food and the teh o ais. Then i went to the counter to pay for the food. i was shock...RM13.90...I never knew that nasi beriyani with ayam pedas and tea could be this expensive.. I paid the food and walk out the premise..a few steps away then i ...

I was messaging Pepatung and suddenly we talked about eggs. That reminded me of my little brother. I and my younger brother were crazy about egg. We use to eat it everyday. We used to experiment cooking it. We put salt, we put this and that and so many kind of ways to cook it. Everyday there must be eggs. our mother nagged every day because no matter what she cooked we still wanted the eggs. She was fed up that she stopped buying eggs...but that didn't stopped us..we saved our school money and bought them ourselves.. she had to give up...huhu. This is the only thing we got in common...we both love egg...other than that its zero...we didn't fight, quarrel, chatting, hang out or anything at all...if he's home he will stay put in front of the laptop and download anime or movie...these are the only things that he'll do... I don't know if he has friends or girlfriends. ask him 1 question and he answer it once, ask him 10 questions he answered it 10 time....ask him more,...

I been feeling depress for a number of days that I forgot what was I been depress about. These few days made me opens my eyes. I know that the road I'm on was not so bad...I been lucky for a long time...I should be thankful to god. The road I'm on was not so bad...yup there were rough time but there are people who had harder time and still live happily...I want to be that kind of person...I want to face anything comes my way with head held high and the confident of a lion... People have been nice towards me these few days...Since last Sunday. I have not being among friends for a week. I felt I want to be alone and I avoid 'lepak-lepak' with anyone...I stayed home reading blogs and books...People start asking why and I told them nothing...I have not tell anyone about my problems cause I know they'll try to fix it and it will only get worse... I received a letter for a course at Pulau Pangkor. I was very reluctant to go as I'm in a foul mood. But i still went...

I am depress....feel like shifting my life to a new beginning....change lifestyle,change workplace,changes of attitudes and everything that could be change. I do not want to be polite anymore....people say I am too polite and naive that everybody oppress me..I do not want to be helpful too..people always take granted of me...I do not want to care about anybody before I care about me...I really need a boost of confident....I should 'masuk bakul angkat sendiri' sometime...being modest just made me small......

Thank you nurain for giving me this award...eventhough I know I didn't reallly qualified but u made my day....I was depressed today....when i came home from work and stumble this award, i was a bit happy...thank you so much for the award.... uhh i know i have to tag some people...hmm ok....these are five blogs i want to tag.... 1) Poyotito - He always know what to write...and so 'slamber'....that's what makes his blog so cool...he's very funny too... 2) Pjoe - He knows how to convey his words.... 3) Pie - Uhhh she always updated her blog with wonderful songs... 4) Sue Anna Joe - She is an amazing artist...great photographer...and lively too... 5) Nurain - yup...she's the 1 that tagged me.....is it okay to give back the award to her?.....no harm i think....thank you for all ur attention and advice...u r always true to urself....dats what i like about you..... *** Some people that i tag did not even know me but i like reading their blog....so if they didn...

T adi aku leh terbiadab lak ngan cashier kedai makan......maaf laaa cik adik oi....kenape laaa kamu leh tetibe datang ke meja kami dan terus cakap dengan kuat "Rm16.70!!!" ....nape le xcakap lek lok......cakap "minta maaf, bleh bayar sekarang" ke atau yang sopan sket.... Aku tahu le kamu nak tutup kedai dah tapi kan ramai lagi orang...laen le kalo dah kemas pastu kami xreti2 nak balik ke laen le cite.....pastu bile member aku bayar ade duit 5 ringgit yang ade koyak sket kat ujung nape kamu cakap "duit koyak tak nak!!!" dengan nada kurang ajar lak tu..... kami ni bukan peminta sedekah datang kedai minta simpati bagi makanan free ke ape....kalo dengan peminta sedekah pun xbaik kurang ajar camtu....udah le kami dari zaman kamu blum kereje kat situ dah selalu lepak situ..... Tapi aku pun kene minta maaf la jugak...tak penah la pulak aku cakap kurang ajar camtu...aku tau aku xpatut cakap "lenkali kalo aku bayo kamu bg balance duit xcukup sifat, aku campa...

Ohhh 1st time aku ditag....Nurain telah menge'tag' aku....ok aku akan cube buat..hmmm tp aku xpaham camane nak wat ni.....kate 'every question is referring to 1 person' maknenye setiap soalan untuk orang yang bebeza ke?...oleh sebab aku xpaham sangat aku wat je camane yg aku paham...... Every question is referring to 1 person 1. What is the relationship of you and him/her? - hmmm tergantung...xtau siapa aku dihatinya...(pepatung) 2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her. - happy - positive thinker - funny - good listener - punctual (dalia) 3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you. - sent me home from penang to my home before went to kedah on the last day of college...I got so many things that it filled the whole car...(ejat) 4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you? - even on my saddest day i'll be happy when i see u...(Irdawati) 5. If he/she become your lover, you will… - both of us will be late for every function.(Sun) 6. If he/she become yo...