aerial life

I can play the game better than you. If you think you can kick me out from the game than you are dead wrong. I have my way to get to you. You might have the experience and the power but I have the determination to survive this war. By hooked or more likely by crooked like you are, I'll get you...

This post is not about the  habit  of smoking or how to kick anybody. As you can see in the picture, the spelling of habit is wrongly spelled as "habbit". That is one of my bad habit. I  seldom  check my spelling or grammar when I write anything. I know that I won't even checked the spelling or grammar I'm writing right now. My fingers are dancing on the keyboard of my laptop like salsa and I don't even bother to read back what I wrote. Another 1 of my bad habit is that I rarely read any terms and conditions in any competition or  anything  that usually have that small writing that usually are important. I regret when its too late. The lesson here is don't be as lazy as I am. I am lazy to continue this post now so I'm going to stop the crap I'm doing now. Forgive me If I have wasted your precious time.

Years ago I said I want to change. Yet I am still the same. I forgot every wishes and resolution when luck is by my side. Now that luck has runs out, bad things fall upon me like rain after a long hot dry drought. No where to run anymore. Have to face them head on. Like a charging hornless bull. It is going to hurt badly. Very badly. It is the consequences I have to take. I cannot blame it on others even if I wanted to.

No matter who you are, there will always be problems. You might think you have the biggest problem in the world but it's just not true. There is always people with bigger problem than you and that person can handle the problem better than you. The biggest problem appear when you deny you have a problem. You need to accept the reality that you have a problem before you can handle any problem. Denial won't get you anywhere. If you can't accept that you have problem, than you can,t handle the problem.

I'm at the edge of my patient. I have the urge to jump from this stage of torture to the stage of insanity. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Printer ni sangat berjasa. Kalo printer ni makhluk, banyak dah pahala. Semua lembaran kerja hasil dari cetakan printer ni. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

There were times where I thought I could murdered you. Laid you in a coffin, buried you 6 feet under. I can't. It just feel good to be lazy sometimes. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

If I am evil. I would say," If you can't fight them, join them then find their weaknesses and destroy them". But, because I'm not evil. I wouldn't do those things I imagined I could do. To think that I had those evil thought. Would that already made me evil? Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Using old cameras have their weaknesses. It is hard to find the batteries that suited them. This is how I improvised with my Yashica. I found this solution from youtube. I don't remember who posted the video but thanked to the uploader I can use my Yashica now. I want to share with you so that you can use your Yashica MG-1 too. They might be other ways but this is the method I used.  This is the battery for the Yashica MG-1. The HM-4N. Mercury battery. You can't find this 5.6v battery anymore.    You have to use two batteries instead. The 123 size and the A76. They are 3v and 1.5v respectively. The Volt would be 4.5v now but it is enough for the camera.  Make sure the negative side is put in first for the 123 and then the A76 negative side on the positive side of the 123.   I put a spring from and old small flashlight to ensure the batteries doesn't moved inside the battery tube. You don't have to do this if you don't want to. they will still work....

It was love at first sight. I saw her on the shelf of a very old camera shop. I knew it right away that it was meant for me. The chrome body shone like a halo from an angel and captivated me. I was bedazzled and all I wanted was to hold it in my hands.....Ok enough is enough..hahaha.. Now that it is mine, I need to learn how to use it well. Still am excited....uhhhh Yashica....I can't wait to see the product of our love affair....hahahahah....Ohhh I know it wont be good the first time..but I hope they will be something to look at..hahaha...

Its been more than a year in this  new work place and I still don't feel the bond with this place. I was hoping for a new beginning when I posted to this new place. A new and better story in my life where I can be proud off. The first chapter of this book started negatively. The first page was written with negatives thoughts and bad experienced. The second chapter was not better than the first and the third continuously to the twelve was increasingly in negative ways. Now the 16th chapter and I wonder how this would end. I got all the plan to a better life but the future is cloudy. I can't predict anything. I have to stand up for my rights but in order to do that I need to buff up so that I can defend myself from any attack. The conclusion is that to change the world I need to change myself first. 

Today I am 200 years old. Senile, grumpy and moody. Don't feel excited about anything. I done them all. I just want to sit on a comfortable rocking chair and look at all those foolish teens doing foolish things. I need my coffee. A black bitter coffee. I don't care for sweet things anymore. rig rag rig rag rig rag.....the racketing sound of the chair is music. this day will pass too....just like the other days in my 200 years of living.