Disgusted

I watched "The confession of a shopaholic for the second time now. The 1st was long ago. Ok, not that long, not when dragons and witches flew in the sky and trample fear to the village folks. EHH...why did I wrote that hahahahahaha.....maybe cause my head's feel heavy now and the pillows and the bed behind me whispering my name now....hohoho I'll be off to the slumber land after I click the 'publish post'...have this urge to write now...huhuhuhu..Ooo i'm out of the topic haha....Ok, I'll start all over again....

It's a shame to admit that I am a shopaholic. I thought this kind of sickness only infects women but I was wrong. Totally wrong. I felt the pleasure of holding something newly bought in my hands. I felt the joy of trying and testing the gadgets in stores. I felt the relieved when the salesman packed up the thing I bought....I felt great when I got those wrapped new things on my hands. The world became a happier place at those time I swapped those evil card. EVIL....yes EVIL.....and evil card indeed. It's like making a contract with the devil. It's like pawning your soul to the devil. Oh Ooo...the happiness was just temporary....Once I opened up my eyes...I realised I was actually signing up for hell. The burning I got inside the stomach thinking how I'm going to bail myself out of this hell....oh ooo I can't never get out without getting burn 1st. It's gonna leave ugly scars around my body. Scars patched with shit. Smelly and disgusting. I can cover up the scars with clothes but the smell would blow the cover. A smell reek with regrets.....

Oh oh my head is getting heavier...I'm going to jump on the bed and have a sweet moment in slumber land..goodnight!!!!

Comments

DH said…
Less sleap after Asar should do you a favour..hahahaha.
Silverleaf said…
DH,
heheee u still remember......
Fitriah said…
maybe you can control your lust by giving your money to me. hehe ;p
Silverleaf said…
fitriah,
hehehhe but can u control urs then????

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