aerial life

Dah mintak pertukaran..tah le dapat ke tak.....tapi perasaan ni mengatakan macm xdapat je....malas le nak mengharap sangat.....nanti Kuciwa....

the first day I was at the school was on 3rd of January 2005. It was a bright Monday. I came at 7:10 in the morning at the gate of the school. I turn back and went for a coffee in the nearest town. I was not sure if I was ready for the school or if the school was ready for me. I looked at the calling letter over and aver again. should I go on?...should I go on?.I kept asking myself. Its too late for turning back. I shouldn't went to Maktab in the 1st place...I won't have to face this if I went to Polytechnic or any other varsities.. Why didn't I went for that architecture course?...I like drawing and buildings... ...Why was I so obedience and do it?..kept asking questions with no answer..... The time was 7:20 a.m. I put all my questions to stop... paid the coffee and ride the RGV to school...The loud noise of the exhaust tank was like the echos of all the questions I bear in mind.....why? why? why? why?.... Arrived at school with ironed hard shirt and long black pants....I ...

I never thought myself of being racist...I tried not to be racist...If anyone said I'm racist then he must be out of his mind...not that anyone said that yet...but......I am the victim of racism.................. I got a meeting in few minutes so I wont be able to write what I really want to....I'll continue later... .......................................................................................................................................................................... Now this was the meeting....tell me how many percent of it you could understand and then you know my workplace atmosphere................................................................................................................

student "sir you're very hardworking..." Silverleaf "No I'm not....m just like any other teacher in this school" I am lying....the other are all lazy bumps no gooder pirates.....hahahahah I am in my most stressful mood.... the Jemaah Nazir are coming....yup I used 'are'....there will be more than a person and they will even camp here....common just shoot me with a cannon..... Why am I so stressful?.....put on my shoes and you'll understand..... I teach from year 1 until year 6.....I got six classes and three subjects in my schedule. In a day I teach around 8 periods and I teach two SBT classes and one year six extra class....I am the head of panitia and Ko-ku....worse than that I'm also the the ICT teacher and The Data teacher....I do The SBT data...The SMM,SSDM,BMM and many more..... WAITTA MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It sounded like m being bullied....SHITTTT!!!!! Why didn't I realized this earlier?.....an elder tea...

OOOOOhhhhhhh My Godddd!!! I lost my Roxio photosuite..damnnnn!!!!! I formatted the laptop.... now i have to use adobe photoshop....I'm not that good with adobe..I forgot how to or what to....I love the roxio....been using the roxio since my 5th semester in maktab...its almost 6 years now....hmmmmmmmmmm gotta find books on adobe now....i got it but donno where I throw it...here see the picture above....its adobe...how ugly it is.........I forgot how....

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note. Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could. (YR stands for Your Response.) Note: I took the tag from " http://ginny-uninterrupted.blogspot.com/ "....It looks fun so here are my response........ If an annoying person says: 1) I am cute. YR: as cute as my armpit. 2) I am the most beautiful/handsome. YR: Yup, among the apes. 3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous! YR: we like your money... 4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy. YR: so?..... 5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums. YR: Ohhhh photo albums?...Everyone in Malaysia has atleast 1... If an annoying hot woman/man says: 1) I know you like me. YR: who are you again?... 2) What are you looking at?...

The image was goggled and taken from "http://www.hecklerspray.com/date/2007/11" Baa baa black sheep Have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir Three bags full. One for my master, One for my dame, And one for the little boy Who lives down the lane. One to the master, One to the dame, And one to the little boy Who lives down the lane. Baa baa black sheep Have you wool today? No sir, no sir I’ve given it away. A bag to my master, A bag to my dame, A bag to the little boy Who lives down the lane. One to the master One to the dame, And one to the little boy Who lives down the lane. Its been a few days since I wrote anything here. No, I did not go for BTN too ...hehe... The black sheep is back in town....Its not nice to label him that but its the most accurate words to describe him. By him I mean my elder brother. I don't know if I should write this at all. It is like opening a big dark secret to the public. But, this...

"When I can't untangled the entangled string I cut it and tied it back, but it wont be as strong. The knot can be loosen if pulled too strong" - Legonas Silverleaf

Yeay yeay a picnic..... bye.......................

Ohhh a girl can really change a man. I remembered I laughed at a friend who had pink phone. He was a rugby player with brutal looking face and black skin. Its hilarious when he took out his mobile phone out from the pink fury pouch and put that pink phone to his ear. It almost killed me. How did he became like that? His girlfriend made him. Now I'm laughing at myself. I'm becoming cheesy myself. I would never buy that solar pod with dragonfly swinging on it a year ago. I would have laugh seeing it in a friend's car. Ohhhhh Lady dragonfly.......I remembered her when I saw that thing swinging on the shelf of the stall and I bought it....Now I hope that pink phone friend won't bumped into me with this thing in the car. Love is crazy.....

My biggest weakness is the ability to remember the route and places I been. I always got lost no matter anywhere. I remembered I was lost in Komtar. Its not that big of place but I can't find the way out for a long time until I bumped to someone I knew and followed her out. Yup.. even in small place like komtar. I lived in Penang for three years before and I still get lost till now. I did my internship in SK Wellesly for three months and after the three months I got to take something from the school...guess what?...I don't know the way.......don't need to talk about Penang. I got lost in Ipoh so many times too. The only way I know is to go to Jusco. Imagined that...I been to Ipoh hundreds of time and I still can't remember the route. So, its really rare for me to go somewhere far alone. This might be the complication from too much sleep....sleeping is one of my hobbies.

"Muke je seram, hati taman" baru kejap ni aku dengo kat TV cite E-Toyol ...hehe sebenonye nak tulih bende laen...malam kang le tulih....

I imported the post in my old blog. some of the post are not mine. There were the posts of my fellow writer.

Do I need the battery grip or is it just my lust to have this thing intact to my alpha body. It would feel nice holding the alpha with bigger part and I can swing it any way I wanted to. My oh my.......what a sexy thing to have on the alpha. Ohhh my lust towards it will drive me insane but I don't really need this. My battery can uphold to 750 shots and till now I'm satisfied. Ohhhhhhhhh.......but I do need to have backup like this..... who knows maybe I'll be running out of batt when I really need it....... Hmmmmmmmm I'll have to make decission using the BRAIN not LUST......my oh my....How to erase this lust from my soul...

The fat boy is cheating... (I'm in the class now..the technology of wireless). Bad luck for him I got sharp eyes and good hearing...

nope....they can't...maybe yes until one of them got married...maybe in some rare cases there are people of difference gender just become friends but not in my case... I got this woman-friend who I was closed with. She is the nice person kind of a lady. A goody two shoes. Not my taste of girl but some one I can be close to as friend(Am I explaining too long). Let us say that we just do not have the attraction to each other as a couple. We belong as friend and that's all. Maybe we got a thingy before but every time I was free she got some one and vice versa until the day where I was free and she got engaged. We were closed but we know where the line is and we never crossed that line(I think I'm babbling and no one would understand me now). We were closed and her family knows me and I was like the family friend. One day she got engaged and I was fine with that and we still remained friends. The day she got married everything changes. I started to shy away because as a man I k...

I just love this picture. I shot this bridge a long time ago. It wasn't from a compact or dslr, I shot it with my Motorola V3i cell phone. That's why I love the cell phone. It can take beautiful pictures with its low pixel. I use a Nokia now. With its 3.2 megapixel it still can't beat the Motorola 1.3mp.....and the night shot is really bad....

(muke bile xshave seminggu) aku dah lame xjenguk akaun friendster aku...2 hari lepas aku bukak dan tuko primary photo....malam tu aku bukak lagi aku terkejut banyok beno comments, add and ade lak orang message....selame ni kalo dah lame xbukak pun xde sape pun add atau msg....tapi ape yang aku terkejut adelah sbb satu name yang aku nanmpak add aku......name yang sangat aku ingat.....Xgirl lame.....siap gambo dier ngan anak dier lagi.....memule aku terpikir jugak nak deny je tapi aku approve jugak....siap ade msg....ade ke leh tanye.."kenal lagi x?".... Memule aku xnak balas tapi lets bygone be bygone so aku reply le.....dan sakitnye ati aku reply sebab dier xreply balik dah...aku tgk status dier baru 24jam jadi mesti dier dah bace....HMMMM patutnye aku reject je....xde le aku terbukak bukak friendster setiap 2 jam nak tgk dier reply ke tak......

Mind the title of this entry... I just felt like writing but had nothing in mind. I put on a new picture for the header...It was taken by a friend and it's the only picture that I don't look saggy and plump... haha.... I just want to thank padlah and shah for all their comments. I really appreciated them. Its half past three and I'm sitting in front of the pc now wasting the taste of a nice sleep...I just can't sleep and I don't really have anything to write. I am babbling yes I know....hahahaha its like My mind is block....I just don't know what to write...Ohhh I should stop now before I drive anyone crazy....good bye... P/S..Oh my sister is up too....she's reading a book for her class tomorrow....Rajin beno kakak aku ni.... kontra betoi ngan aku.....

I don't really remember the correct date....I can look at the summon but I'm too lazy to fetch it now. I was riding my motorcycle to town. I didn't have my car yet then. I met with a road block by JPJ. I thought that I had no worries because I had everything. I got the license and my roadtax was still new. I was dead wrong. The officer was finding fault with everything. He checked my plate number. He measured the front plate. He said "Nombot pendaftaran ni tak ikut skala yang ditetapkan".....I said that I never changed the plate since the day I drag out that bike from the shop but he wasn't really care to hear what I said. He said " Camane nak setel ni?"...He's asking for bribery... I was angry....I never bribe any officer before and I hate when anyone asks me for a bribe.... So I said to his face....."kalo nak saman, saman je la nape nak banyak cakap plak"....Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's a stupid move. He issued the sommon. I didn...

Where are my rings?... I can't control my power without them.....

In my whole life I haven't got trouble with the law. not that I'm a goody two shoes but because I never got caught and all the mishaps I did were well hidden. Today I went to the Magistrate court for a trial. the first time I been in front of a judge. Luckily I'm a good liar. I just got fine of RM50. Alhamdulillah.....

I'm single...yes I am...hello ladies in the world...I am a single man....come grab me now when my sanity is still intact..... I do not know where my stand is. I am a lover but the girl I love do not seem to love me back. This must be the great wheel that everybody is talking about. KARMA. I had so many affairs before and I played my role fairly good but in the end its the heartbreak for the women. My heart won't stand still to a woman. Its always wondered away to the other but this time its sit still near one heart. A heart that I could not tame.

This was my weight when I was In Maktab. My Ideal weight for my height. Now its not ideal. I am trying to loose some weight now. I eat the same but need to exercise.