Friday, June 12, 2009

the most hideous monster

I been lazying around this holiday. I haven't do anything sensible to life. Ooohhh but is just so me..doing nothing is my specialty...its a talent or hmmm should I say a curse. I let my life to this boring path and babble about them on and on again.

I watched a lot of movies on the laptop. I got them all from a friend. A friend that had just had his day of happiness. He go engaged last week and I photographed the happiest day of his life for now. The happiest day going to be the wedding day but that is a year to wait. I have to say I hate weddings...not hate like hate, more to envy actually. My girlfriend or if she could be called a girlfriend don't want to get married yet or at least maybe not to me just yet. How more pathetic could i get ohhh yes very pathetic indeed. A man like me have been push away once to many. Maybe I should start looking around now. I have not been doing that since I met her. I don't think I'm hideous enough for the girls to run and scream. Ohh if I could compliment myself I would say I'm rather charming. Ohh gosh don't make the face now. where else can I be praised if it's not I myself who praised me. YES its pathetic and I know it.

Pathetic...I used that word too often now...Ohhh gosh maybe That is why I have not been hooked for quite a while now.

Nahhh....I could swept any girl from their stands but that doesn't mean that those girls can make me floating..... since I met her no other girls have achived making me sweats just to pick clothes on a date. Yes that is how I know she's the one but all this while I can't see any signal that tells me I'm the one for her.....

Love.... the most complicated thing on earth....

3 comments:

Fadhlah said...

best apa ko cuti boring..mesti takder kerja..aku nie hari2 pe sekolah...kalah GB sekolah aku nie...kuang asam la..bnyak kerja skrang nie...esok pe sekolah lagi...

sHaH said...

bro..
rilek la..
seru tak sampai lagi.
kalo seru dah sampai, kawen la korang..
and..
never compared urself dgn ur friend.
u r actually insulting yourself.
k?

Silverleaf said...

Fadlah,
woi rajin nye ang...xpe2..nanti aku tolong hasudkan Gb ang bg APC tahun depan...

shah,
tu la....jenuh dah tunggu seru hahaha.....

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