standing over the edge....


Standing over the edge of sanity...no, not really but It is a difficult time now...

All my life I have always want to be just ordinary. I had never chased over the spotlight...I chide away when I see it beaming over me. Ohh and I done a great job of it. Since school I have been a nobody. I worked back stage all the time and let others took the credits. I smiled when I saw them blushed taking the credits of my work.

Nowadays I hate it. It happen in the school I teach now. At first I don't really care. Spotlights make me sweats anyway but there are too much work now....My shoulders feel tired and my lips are numb to pretend the smiles...If they want to take credits then they should do the jobs themselves. Hmmmm I must practice saying NO.

Comments

Fitriah said…
yeah practice say NO!

u can do it! :)
August 2, 2009 at 2:19 PM
Just_najmiE said…
good for u.. learn to say NO..

I wish u the best of luck!.. (^^,)
August 2, 2009 at 2:48 PM
Max J. Potter said…
it happens all the times, no?

victims can be anyone.

yes. practise saying no.

it's one of the ways to stay alive.

heh.
August 2, 2009 at 3:42 PM
SasHa Lee said…
CHaiyuuk teacher!!;) yeah practice to Say No..if u have a lot of work..don to be soo kind..dats why have some people take advantaged from ur kindness.
August 2, 2009 at 8:12 PM
Silverleaf said…
thank you everybody.....No is such a hard work...we been raised to be polite and helpful....when people ask a favour nicely its just hard to say 'NO'...but I got to do it....I have to.....like what Max said...."it's one of the ways to stay alive."
August 2, 2009 at 8:26 PM
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