aerial life

I'm in comfort zone...suddenly I got this letter......I'm so happy in this lazy mode....I don't know if I can shift back to working and studying mode.......Cepat sangat pun panggil masuk balik...ingat kan dapat sampai bulan mei.... aku belum sempat memiliki cinta....dulu kerana belajar ni la aku ngan dier jadi renggang.....aku terlalu sibuk dengan kerja dan belajar....... mungkin kali ni berbeza....aku yang perlu menjadikannya berbeza......

xsonoknye cuti dah nak abih ni...nak kene gunting rambut,bace buku balik,kemas wardrobe...bangun pagi2.....ishhhhhhhh

It was short and sweet....it was like a dream....wish that it could be longer but feels like somebody threw a wet towel to wake me up....it was cold and I cannot go back to sleep and have this wonderful dream continued...am i too slow that I cant capture her heart again like I had before?.....It was only a day and I cant plot the best scene.....Ohhh flirting was my game but it all gone now when I need it the most...

people that loves cat are loony...huhuhuh no i dnt thnk that but its what i heard in tv.....but mayb its true hahahahahaha so that must be y m such a loony.....I am a cat person...yup coz i cant touch dog but i do prefer cats than dogs even if i can touch dogs.......

hidup xkeruan memikirkan semua yg aku lakukan....aku apply sume tempat tp mcm cincai2 je anto borang....i hav 2 pull myself togethr now..........help me God....

T he house looks like a ship wreck now....my mom is not around for a few days now....and she might come home tonight with a shock...hmmm got to clean all the mess but i just woke up and I'm hungry....got to go out...and then who knows what time I'll be back....the holiday just ruin me....its too long huhuhuhuhu... deme ni le yang meganggu 'beauty sleep' aku.....oh ade sorg lagi tp xde dlm gambo yg ni........siap leh lepak McD sampei kul 5pagi sbb aku dah tercakap...sape yg nak balik dier 'looser' sampei ade yg menguap 2 3 kali tp xnak mengaku kalah...aku kompem laaa xnak kalah gak....seb baik le zarip n lan sugam mengaku kalah....kalo x mangkor lepak kat situ je....... roh dah hampir nak pg ke alam mimpi tp ego nye pasal mane leh mengalah....

I was in Pangkor with her....it was like a dream...sweet and short....I miss her...

mungkin memang aku ni bodoh sebab berenti belajar....tapi skrg aku rase lega dengan xyah bersusah payah berulang alik dan memeningkan kepale nak memuaskan ati pensyarah2 yang makan puji dan ber'ego besar.....jadi, walopun keputusan ini bodoh tapi aku gembira.......

Oh my god....dnt say dat babe...i dont wanna loose any friends of mine....even though u keep ur identity a secret but i feel that i must b close to u.....just reveal yourself please....all i know is that i love all my friends.... there are those that done me wrong before but i still wanna be friends with them too....in my world there is a word call ex-girlfriends but there is no Ex-friend....there are many people that i haven't contacted for so long but they don't perish in my heart....a friend is always a friend....so please forgive me if i done any wrong to you but don't neglect me from ur list of friends.... Maybe i done terrible things that made u hide urself...if i do then its a big shame for me.....dnt torment me like this....I longed to know who u really are....

I just came back from P.Pangkor and I feel heaven.... At last I got to see her after 2 years of tormented years...I can't say that everything works as i planned but its not bad laaaa....I cant make my moves as her cousin was with her....I cant just neglected my attention to her or she would feel like 'ubat nyamuk'...so in being curteous I had to make both of them happy.....only god knows how i lone to be wit her alone and tell her how my heart miss her so much...her laughter,her smiles,her voice everything the same....she looked as wonderful as she always been..... Wish that I had more time with her but the cousin got to work tomorrow....how i wished the cousin cant made it to our shang ri la.. she's downgraded it a little... i hope 'pepatung likes my gift....I gave her a jewelry box with encarving of 2 dragonflies that I bought in Vietnam....she seems happy enough that day...and from her eyes I can see how she had been longing to see me all this time too....I saw ...

oh memg tajuk tepahhappe je kat atas ni...sbb mcm xde idea nak tulis ape...dah lame gile x post entry...bukan xde yg berlaku dalam hidup tp cume xde idea nak tulis...lgpun dah 2 minggu demam ni....nak gi klinik atau hospital maleh lak rasenye...bukan takut tp xsuke menunggu...msti kene tunggu berejam jam...ramai betooi le org sakit skg ni.... hmmmm ni pun dah blank xtau nak tulih ape tp rase mcm nak tulih gakkk,....pakse2 memg xkan datg idea.......... oleh itu baik aku berundur seketika.....walopun aku dah lame xtulih pape tp aku masih aktif membace blog org len...cume aku xtinggalkan komen je.......