aerial life

     There are so many things in my mind right now but I don't know how to write them all in here.They are jumbled up like thousand pieces of  jigsaw puzzle and I can't even identify the first piece on the board. All the pieces look familiar yet I can't recognised even a piece of it. Like always it sounds gibberish that even I cannot fathom what I'm writing right now. I never planned anything I write here, it just comes out from my mind through my dancing fingers on the keyboard.            Ohhhh I'm trying to narrow down what I'm writing now but it seems that my brain is malfunction and I can't come out with a topic at all. All this may be  due to lack of sleep. I can't sleep since yesterday and I don't even know why do these two eyelids cannot glued themselves together and let me have my peace in the dreamland.  Should I stop now?... I still can't sleep if I stop now so I think I should just keep going until my face ...

Eidul Fitri is in just 3 days now. I bought two "sampin" at Mydin and found out that the cashier forgot to remove the security tag. The mall is 25KM from my house. I won't drive there just to remove the tag. I thought my "sampin" would be ruin if I take the tag off by force. "sampin" is very delicate. Luckily there were tips in the youtube on how to remove the tag. Everything is in youtube nowadays. 

People always make resolution before new year eve. So do I but my new year resolution had always been bogus. This Ramadhan I made a resolution and I intend to keep it. Ramadhan is the best time for me. Oh I wont resolute on petty things but on changes that could be the map routes to the future of a better me. An upgraded me.

This is the first time I am trying to post anything using an app using my android phone. I donno if it's going to be a good app or just an app I am going to delete soon. posted from Bloggeroid

This blog has been left out from my life for quite sometime now. It has been a sanctuary for me from the harsh reallity. A place where I can voice out anything without hurting anyone or to ramble and grumble and cursing what is inside my heart without getting into trouble.        I started to shy away from the blogsphere when many of relatives and closed friends find out about the blog. They think they are reading my whole character and believed they know the best of me. They tought wrong. This blog is not me. This blog is a darker side of me. My alter ego. They can't judge me on my alter ego. This is a place where my emotion is hightened, where I always over exxagerate 

It is a devastating tragedy. I do not know how to give my condolence to the family members of those passengers. write on my wall of Facebook would not do anything nor does writing it in my blog now. I am not trying to take granted of the incident I am just writing this to relief myself from the questions in my head. so many questions without no answers. Watch the news all day but still nothing can satisfied me. I do hope those who has family member on the plane stay strong. I have this irks when I see and read things they write in Facebook. I feel like people is taking advantage of the tragic incident and write not because they care. To be positive, I tried to chase away all this negative feelings. Who am I to judge them. maybe they do have good attention and I'm looking it in a bad way. I should stop writing now before I blabbered too much and put negative aura to other who may read this post. I am nobody to judge people... only God have the right to do so... good bye for now.  ...