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dreaming is wonderful...

Everyone dreams....I dream everyday..not just with my eyes shut close..all the time... I dream to have a better life..I dream to be a better me..I dream of the unimaginable things....but a dream is just a dream if I don't do anything about it....just like 'angan-angan mat jenin'......

philophobic n gamophobic???

A friend posted on her facebook wall " am I  philophobic n gamophobic???....I searched for the meaning using uncle Google....found the meaning in the urban dictionary.... "philophobic =  philophobia n (Greek philia, love + phobia, fear) - a persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of love and intimacy, of deep relationship with smbd.  " "gamophobic = t o have an irrational fear of marriage 'he couldn't marry her,because he was severly gamophobic" Hey..!! I think I have the phobics too.... Since the last post till now, I met four fantastic ladies( not in the same time). I like them but when things got almost serious, I ran... I was afraid if things got too serious that they wanted to settle down. I was not ready and still not ready. The idea of marriage scared me. The responsible that a man carries as a husband is too big. I'm just not ready to carry that burden on my shoulder yet. I like the way I am now. Free. Free to do anything I like.....