aerial life

Eidul Fitri is in just 3 days now. I bought two "sampin" at Mydin and found out that the cashier forgot to remove the security tag. The mall is 25KM from my house. I won't drive there just to remove the tag. I thought my "sampin" would be ruin if I take the tag off by force. "sampin" is very delicate. Luckily there were tips in the youtube on how to remove the tag. Everything is in youtube nowadays. 

People always make resolution before new year eve. So do I but my new year resolution had always been bogus. This Ramadhan I made a resolution and I intend to keep it. Ramadhan is the best time for me. Oh I wont resolute on petty things but on changes that could be the map routes to the future of a better me. An upgraded me.

This is the first time I am trying to post anything using an app using my android phone. I donno if it's going to be a good app or just an app I am going to delete soon. posted from Bloggeroid

This blog has been left out from my life for quite sometime now. It has been a sanctuary for me from the harsh reallity. A place where I can voice out anything without hurting anyone or to ramble and grumble and cursing what is inside my heart without getting into trouble.        I started to shy away from the blogsphere when many of relatives and closed friends find out about the blog. They think they are reading my whole character and believed they know the best of me. They tought wrong. This blog is not me. This blog is a darker side of me. My alter ego. They can't judge me on my alter ego. This is a place where my emotion is hightened, where I always over exxagerate 

It is a devastating tragedy. I do not know how to give my condolence to the family members of those passengers. write on my wall of Facebook would not do anything nor does writing it in my blog now. I am not trying to take granted of the incident I am just writing this to relief myself from the questions in my head. so many questions without no answers. Watch the news all day but still nothing can satisfied me. I do hope those who has family member on the plane stay strong. I have this irks when I see and read things they write in Facebook. I feel like people is taking advantage of the tragic incident and write not because they care. To be positive, I tried to chase away all this negative feelings. Who am I to judge them. maybe they do have good attention and I'm looking it in a bad way. I should stop writing now before I blabbered too much and put negative aura to other who may read this post. I am nobody to judge people... only God have the right to do so... good bye for now.  ...

This 2013 and I didn't anything all thos while... the years past by witm being idle. Its like I'm in a comma and half my braincells are dead now. I don't have anything to write about but all the mistakes and problems I encountered all this past year. I don'tthink kts right... there should have been good things too but for me not to highlight them mean that I am a negative person. I don't like being negative... I don't like the situation I am in now...for that I have to take action... I want to write all the good things happen to me no matter how small it is so that it would remind me that I should be thankful of what I have... I know there won't be readers in this blog anymore and that actually something to glad about as now I am free from writing to satisfy anyone and its actually freedom to me...

Its august and this is my first post this year. I've been slacking off for far too long. a very very long time. Its like I'm a new blogger all over again. The first time I blog was because I want to express myself because I can't in the real world. I have always been kind of a reserve kid. I keep everything to myself. My frustration, my joy my sadness and all those feelings that I can't describe. I can write anything in here, at least that was what I thought. Then when there were followers and comments, I started to be that reserve kid again. I don't really write what I feel and after a few moments, I just don't write anymore. That is a mistake. I won't care anymore and will write anything I wanted to. Ohh and I just did.