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Congratulation sis!!!

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I went to KL for my elder sister convocation.....I dunno how can she works and still gets her master...She is very strong...maybe one day I'll would be able to do the same....hope that the 'one day' is not so far ahead......oh yes, I blurred the picture on purpose.... My sister won't approved of putting her picture on the net...

trip ke zoo taiping......

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its been a while since I set my feet at the zoo....pity the animals..they are not in good shape.....the chimpanzees look bery old and tired....the ostriches looses their feathers....the animals have been stripped out of their freedom...at least treat them well...

Misfortunate events of Legonas Silverleaf...

1. I was in standard 4 and I met a girl in PBSM camping trip...I still remember the name....she was very cute and energetic...not like me...I was only cute but lazy plus I was an asthmatic( Think I spelled it wrong)...I never did like camping..its too much work...need to pack and unpack..need to find firewoods...need to cook....need to perform something and all the stuffs that are cool to you about camping are not my kinda thingy... I was lazy ohhhh and still lazy ehehe...anyway, the girl was a heartrob and some of the boys were interested...I just didn't really care... the camping thingy already got on my nerves...my mood swung on the bad side.....Rozi was in my group and I don't know who's the genius that made me the leader of the pack...She was my assistant....came from a famous school, I got too much attention...I never like the spotlight but I just can't run.....In the group there was this one boy...he was interested in her too....he asked me to sent letters to h...

Lady Dragonfly 2

After a few months in the teaching profession I felt that there was something missing in my life. I went to Kl to meet Lady dragonfly on weekends and came back as happy as a lark every time.... She was the source of happiness. One night after two weeks of our last meeting I talked to a friend about how I missed the maktab days....and all the stories I told him there would eventually be Lady dragonfly's name......I dont know what the feeling was but every time I mentioned her name my stomach got this kind of bumpy thingy in it....its like a ride on roller coaster where suddenly the ride go down very fast....its like when I sit at the back of a car relaxing on a smooth road and suddenly the car hit a bump and adrenelin came rushing...its like a snake sudenly moves in the stomach......its the feeling I'm having now while I write about the event and my mind is thinking about her...My friend,Wally, said that its L.O.V.E . ........ Without haste I confronted her....using a phone actu...

revitalisation....

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I got something to do today...if you feel bored enough and don't mind reading something old then you are more than welcome to read these old post if you like to.....its about one of my experienced in Maktab....Click on the pictures and they would bring you to the post..... Stolen Identity...(part 1) Stolen Identity...(part 2) Stolen Identity...(part 3) Stolen Identity...(part 4) Stolen Identity...(part 5)

Lady Dragonfly...

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I and miss dragonfly were in the same class. She was the first girl that befriend with me in the class. The other girls despise me because one of the girl was in the same group in the interviewed for maktab. The girl, Sunshine, loathed me because I made her looked silly in the interviewed. She made a pack with some of the girls in the class to ignore me. I was puzzled and didn't realise why did they ignored me because I was okay with girls in other classes. Dragonfly told me she didn't care what they said. She don't want to judge me because of other people judgment. We became close friends. The cold shoulders by Sunshine and the gang lasted only for a week.....guessd they were tired of making the tight face.... I didn't really know how to be friends with girls. I was in all boys school. Its like a whole new world for me. The girls for no reasons were friendly with me. Ohhhhh I like being in the college full with girls...Yup that was maktab....85percent of the students w...

Life 2.........

The day I set my feet in Maktab was the 26th of January 2002 (ehh...i think so)....I never told anyone at school and everybody was stunt I went missing....I never registered in form 6..did not paid a cent for any fees(the school never asked for any for the 1st year).....so I can leave any time I wanted to...I always pulled the dissapearing act...bad habbit of mine...The H.E.M. then was the father of a friend so its easy...just need to tell him...I had always been in the same class with his genius son from year 1 until form 5....His son is the most brilliant person I ever met....so he knows me well....The H.E.M had a nickname for me.."mata hantu"...till now when I bumped into him he called me that.... eh eh melalut lak... I should skipped a few things...ok.rewind..rewind..rewind..rewind........ The day I set my feet in Maktab was the 26th of January 2002.My dad and my mom were so happy to send me. It was their dream-come-true day.....yes...their dream not mine...but I swam wit...

Life..........

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Mase umur 17 tahun... (85% peratus daripada catatan dibawah mungkin tidak boleh dipercayai..hehe) I was young and innocent...finished high school and joined the MPPPP... I didn't quite knew about girls back then...heck...I still dont really understand them now hihi....they are one of the great mystery of the earth..... My School days were crazy...not punk crazy just the lazy crazy....I didn't really fit in..hmm maybe because I did not tried to...When I was in form 4 I started to play truant....a game I knew too well....never got caught...in a week I managed to come twice or trice to school....the other days I'd either sleep or just run wild in Ipoh...I always managed to escaped laws..in school or outside...I was very lucky....very very lucky.....My exams....I never did them badly....always good enough to pass the scolding....I donno how but I was in the school debate team...crazy...Donno what the teacher saw in me....my piercing eyes alway do the tricks...I manage to fool t...

The youngest...

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I went to Johore to attend my lil brother convocation day... Hey if anyone knows any job vacancies for Electrical graduate please tell me yeah... I and my lil bro when we were younger mase nunggu dalam dewan abis punye le lame...nak jage budak sekor ni punye le susoh....

I miss the beach... Cliffordian reunion....The Y2K batch.

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On our way to Teluk batik....I donno what happened but my hair looked really ugly...hahahahah maybe the window was open..... Another ugly hair...what a bad hair day.......... looking for souvenirs.... You wont see me in this kind of pic...i never cook....I cant cook and they wont let me near...... Ohhhh why didn't I try that....don't see my pic doing it.... Where u lookin at dude?...the ball's behind u....!!! Pretending to help........ After eating...............lying around lazily is always the best thing to do hahahaha Suddenly I feel like going to the beach... barbecue, sleeping under a shady tree...playing beach soccer...just hang out...with friends and forget all the work and stress that comes with it....wouldn't it be nice if it's already school holiday.................. The pictures above were taken at teluk batik beach...we had the school reunion there...This year it gonna be held at a hotel...just a dinner....hmmmmmm why not another beach...?!!

R.I.P.

I know its old news but it made me wondered his career in his early stage....ohhhh the 70's was crazy...and full of colours.....

the colour Grey

My heart is the color Grey it sobs and it curse splinters all around it splinter that have been put by people who said they are friends

Just like a dream....

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It was short and sweet....it was like a dream....wish that it could be longer but feels like somebody threw a wet towel to wake me up....it was cold and I cannot go back to sleep and have this wonderful dream continued...am i too slow that I cant capture her heart again like I had before?.....It was only a day and I cant plot the best scene.....Ohhh flirting was my game but it all gone now when I need it the most...

1 island down, 1000 more to go...

I just came back from P.Pangkor and I feel heaven.... At last I got to see her after 2 years of tormented years...I can't say that everything works as i planned but its not bad laaaa....I cant make my moves as her cousin was with her....I cant just neglected my attention to her or she would feel like 'ubat nyamuk'...so in being curteous I had to make both of them happy.....only god knows how i lone to be wit her alone and tell her how my heart miss her so much...her laughter,her smiles,her voice everything the same....she looked as wonderful as she always been..... Wish that I had more time with her but the cousin got to work tomorrow....how i wished the cousin cant made it to our shang ri la.. she's downgraded it a little... i hope 'pepatung likes my gift....I gave her a jewelry box with encarving of 2 dragonflies that I bought in Vietnam....she seems happy enough that day...and from her eyes I can see how she had been longing to see me all this time too....I saw ...

Tunnel of survivor....

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O hhh to continue......This is my sister...she's the 1 that drag me along to the trip....hoho what a mystery to put the balloon at the head....i know she wouldn't like me to put her picture here....this picture was taken in the tunnel...it was dark but the flash of the camera was so powerful that it filled the the tunnel.... I was reluctant to go to this trip at 1st.....I tought of going to sempoerna....I like beaches and sea...when I was still in college, I and pepatung planned to go to all the islands and beaches in Malaysia....but until now we haven't been to any beaches together yet....that's why I am so excited about the Pangkor plan....I hope nothing go wrong........I can't wait for raya haji....we planned to go the trip after it..........

Life is not a happy ending movie : Part 2

F rom the previous entry I wrote the messages that we text each other on the Saturday...we were planning to meet on Sunday..she slept at Cititel Hotel near pudu....I slept at Shah Alam....I was thrill to meet her...I haven't meet her for almost two years...only god knows how I miss her. I have to attend a wedding at Semenyih 1st......she woke me up in the morning.... Pepatung : " Up. Up. Bestmen cnt b lte." It was 9.17 in the morning....I woke up and got ready but have to wait for the others to get ready..I msg her text her bck at 11.37 am.... Darkheart : "Bru nk pg dear....tgu 7 jejaka terhngt bsiap pun macm pompuan jgk...hihi" Pepatung : " jejaka terhangit u mean. Who sys gals r pcky, guys 2. and I went to the wedding.....we wait for the 'bersanding'...took a lot of pics and reuniting with friends.... I was worried....its 3 already and I was still here...I miss her i want to see her now....but I cant go anywhere...who can send me to K.L.....at ...

Life is not a happy ending movie..part 1

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L ast Sat I went to Semenyih to see a friend 'akad nikah'...its a long trip from home but I was happy for that Trip as I can kill two birds with one stone....yup...but that was what I thought but not what happened....Pepatung was in KL...and I thought that I would have the opportunity to see her...It have been almost two years since I last met her...I miss pepatung so much....I don't know why she came to KL....she must have been missing me too..... We messaged each other while I was in the car to Semenyih... Pepatung "Klcc tgv. Stll ere. I'l go Times Square 2moro. Myb u cud go thre aftr d wdng. I'l leave arnd 4.30 4 m bus left at 5." Darkheart "Ok.I'l do my bestest..." Pepatung "Do so if u wnt 2. Bt try ur bst 1st." Darkheart "of coz i will...d wedding is like numb 2 now.." Pepatung "Bt if its 2 mch trble...we stil hve pngkor 2 look 4ward 2.So its fne." Darkheart "Yup..its just dat b4 dis we made s...

Nape aku masih solo?....

SMS yang aku terime pade 17 feb 2007...5:04pm....... "flyin solo.Lotsa othr thngs on mind. bsides there's not much choice thre. An east coester is abig no 4 me. So i'l wait. he'l come. Eventualy. Hey.. u cud hook up anyone at uni while ur studyin. nvrmind if ur still single by d time ur 26 n so m i, we cud hook 4 ol time sake ha ha " msg yang diterima dari ex-girl setahun selepas break up....dier jawab msg yang aku tanye...r u wit any1 now?... dan aku masih tunggu dier......tahun depan dah 26.....aku masih solo dan dier masih solo.....selepas break up memg dua-dua xpenah kapel sesape... dia tinggalkan aku sbb cemburu kot....sebelum kenai dier memg laaaaaa aku ramai gak rrrr kawan pompuan.....dier pun kenai aku 3tahun sebelum kapel tuh...dier tau perangai aku sebab dier kawan aku sebelum kapel.......bile ngan dier aku xde sesape pun...dier aje.....xkan aku nak halau bile aku dating ade pompuan yang aku kenai dan dier kenai datang lepak skali...bukan salah aku bile ...

The Eight Raya Reunion For Cliffordian 2000....

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eat your words!!!!!!

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Sebelum aku mule...aku nak gelak jahat dulu...muahahahahahahahah..... hehe malam ni lawok pulok rasenye...mgkin xlawok bg kamu pembace atau kpde Rynof sbb dier yg kene....tapi aku tabik la kat Rynof ni(iye aku tau "Rynof" apenye pesen name le....) sbb dier brani makan ape yg dier cakap.... Tempat kami lepok dekat ngan 1 tmpat ni yg ade open karoeke...xpnh la plak kami lepok situ....rase mcm malu je kalo lepok situ.....orang2 tua je lepok situ......dari tmpat lepok kami tu leh dengo nyanyian2 sumbang yang memg jadi bahan ketawe... ape le beraninye deme ni buat pencemaran bunyi....karok kat rumoh udoh le.... Rynof bleh cakap beso lak malam tu....jadi kami cabar dier pg menyumbangkan suasana malam kat tmpat kerok tu....dier leh dengan b lagak cakap " aku selambe je..."...hmmm mgkin memule dier ingat kami memain kot...memg memain je memule tp dah dier blagok pe lagi....... Dalam sejarah...kami pg tmpat tu....hek elleh patut le kami xpnh pg memg xbest pun tempat...