aerial life

tot u cn fix it n u let it b 4 a while...then its too late coz it's beyond repair. U cn run bt u cnt never hide. U wanna lie but ur tongue froze. U get the blame and u r 2 b blamed. It's ur own fault 4 bein a procrestinate. U cnt lifted the blame 2 any1 else coz u'r too timid n felt guilty. U shud feel guilty coz it is ur fault. Whatcha gonna do now? Whatcha gonna do? Hell is nearing n u'r nt prepared.. U cn scream bt then u gonna get hurt faster then..whatcha gonna do? Ohh just what u gonna do.↲↲↲

I took the Mask you're wearing Quiz in facebook and this was what I get "If you wear "The Jester" mask, then you probably like to show yourself having a fun time around others. You laugh, joke, and play around with your friends, but that's probably not really you. Your real you and the one you pretend to be around others are probably worlds apart. For your cherade to end, you just need to figure out for yourself that a true friend will accept you for who you are. Find out that you dont really need to be wearing your mask. " I don't think I wear The Jester mask....This is the mask I'm wearing.... Yeahhhhh!!!!... The Loki mask....Ohhhh don't get me wrong...I don't believe in the 'Norse God' or anything.....It's just the mask explained about me... I like to have a lot of fun and I can change when the situation needs me too....I can put the sad mask or the sarcastic mask...I can read you like a book but usually I ju...

Mind the title of this entry... I just felt like writing but had nothing in mind. I put on a new picture for the header...It was taken by a friend and it's the only picture that I don't look saggy and plump... haha.... I just want to thank padlah and shah for all their comments. I really appreciated them. Its half past three and I'm sitting in front of the pc now wasting the taste of a nice sleep...I just can't sleep and I don't really have anything to write. I am babbling yes I know....hahahaha its like My mind is block....I just don't know what to write...Ohhh I should stop now before I drive anyone crazy....good bye... P/S..Oh my sister is up too....she's reading a book for her class tomorrow....Rajin beno kakak aku ni.... kontra betoi ngan aku.....

Sawubona Master, Do not curse the day just because of the flue. You will get better eventually. If frown too much yo will get older faster. Do not speak so valiantly too. You might have hurt somebody feeling and that is hard to cure.

Përshëndetje Master, You heard what happened to your friend, you know why it happened. If you do not want that kind of things happen to you, start listening to me. nowadays everything happen fast. You do bad things, bad things happen to you back....let us try to be kind...not only kind towards human but kindness to every living things...kindness to ourselves too...

Master, I just want to remind you not to spend on unnecessary thing so much. Your pay is not as it use to be. You have more burden this year with the new ride. the cost of living is higher now. It is true that human will never have enough of anything. Desire and necessity need to be clarify. Do not spend money on what you want but spend on what you need. Let me highlighted that you have no saving now. None at all. You spend it all of it last year. You should have kept a part of it but you were stubborn and listen to lust and desire.

My beloved Master, I can see your pain every day. There is no day that you do not feel like a looser. Stop torturing yourself with guilt. It will kill you from inside. You are not only hurting yourself but the people around you too. You forgave others but you have never forgive yourself. That is what eating you from inside. Please take my advice. Forgive yourself. I am weak inside of you because you are being devour by your own guilt. He(whose name should not be voiced) is growing stronger. I might not be here anymore if he takes control over you.

Dear Master, Stop being angry with Lady Rafflesia. She does not always treat you badly. She have done a lot of things for you. There were times where she took advantages of your kindness but she did good things to you too. She might not know that she have been doing unfair things to you. Some humans are like that. They did not realize that they done harm to people they love. Yes I mean that. She does love you. She consider you as a son. So, stop being bitter and forgive her. You will be happier like that.