aerial life

Today I am 200 years old. Senile, grumpy and moody. Don't feel excited about anything. I done them all. I just want to sit on a comfortable rocking chair and look at all those foolish teens doing foolish things. I need my coffee. A black bitter coffee. I don't care for sweet things anymore. rig rag rig rag rig rag.....the racketing sound of the chair is music. this day will pass too....just like the other days in my 200 years of living.

Semua orang adalah orang biase je....jalan yg dipilih dan risiko yg diambil yg membezakan....jadi kamu pun bleh jadi mcm orang2 yg kamu anggap hebat tu....

Mase umur 17 tahun... (85% peratus daripada catatan dibawah mungkin tidak boleh dipercayai..hehe) I was young and innocent...finished high school and joined the MPPPP... I didn't quite knew about girls back then...heck...I still dont really understand them now hihi....they are one of the great mystery of the earth..... My School days were crazy...not punk crazy just the lazy crazy....I didn't really fit in..hmm maybe because I did not tried to...When I was in form 4 I started to play truant....a game I knew too well....never got caught...in a week I managed to come twice or trice to school....the other days I'd either sleep or just run wild in Ipoh...I always managed to escaped laws..in school or outside...I was very lucky....very very lucky.....My exams....I never did them badly....always good enough to pass the scolding....I donno how but I was in the school debate team...crazy...Donno what the teacher saw in me....my piercing eyes alway do the tricks...I manage to fool t...

Where are my rings?... I can't control my power without them.....

Silverleaf... carry me away from this place... I won't be able to make it through... we'll come back when we have the strength...

If you ask me what I think of you...you'll be sad. I think you are delusional. You think people talk about you in your back. I got news for you my dear pathetic friend. We don't care that much bout you. I used to pity you. That was my biggest mistake ever. I should just let you be. Maybe you were happier that way. Now you are getting on my nerves. If you want to bad mouth me, don't do it in this park. I been here longer than you. even the trees know me. Hmm I'll do you a favor. I hope you'll be happy with it. I'll let you reign in this park. let me go find new place. You can build a circus now. you can recruit clowns, fire-eater, singing dogs, and all those that can entertain you... Good luck.. or should I say 'Good riddance'

Stop! stop! It's not cool pathetic, pathetic. Don't try to look cool you end up being pathetic.

Dear enemy, I know what you are trying to do. I am not as stupid as you think I am. I destroyed people like you long before you ever hated me. I am sorry to say that destroying you is going to be fun. This is a dangerous game you are playing. Let me remind you that I am a master of this game. You should tremble going against me. Why are you doing all this? Haven't you see what I can do? Have you learn nothing? and by the way, stop hiding under that sheep clothing. I could smell your awful odor from far. The mask you are wearing is ridiculous. You do need to brush up on your acting skills. If you had observed what I did before then you could play the same trick. I am happy to tell you that I am anxious for your challenge. I have not using my finest craft yet. This will be the chance for me to full use my skills. ...

A friend said that....that is the last thing I want to be...

The BLOG ...this is my escape from the reality. I might say something that I would never say in the real world. I can say whatever I want in here. Some of the things that I say here are not what I really meant to say. When I am angry,sad,lonely and happy I might say something here that are not my courteous way of speech in the real world. I don't like it when some people copy and then paste it on my friendster. This is my alter ego. Don't mix them with reality, the world that I live on. Now I understand why some blogger don't like it when their friends or relatives found out about their blogs. I feel like shifting to new blog but I don't want to loose the friends that I made in this blog sphere. The world could be so mean sometimes and here I am escaping from it. Let me be free here, don't cage my words of expectant. This is where I can do whatever I want to. Darkheart ...I choose that name for the sole purpose. Its the dark side of my heart that is speaking in here...

T he house looks like a ship wreck now....my mom is not around for a few days now....and she might come home tonight with a shock...hmmm got to clean all the mess but i just woke up and I'm hungry....got to go out...and then who knows what time I'll be back....the holiday just ruin me....its too long huhuhuhuhu... deme ni le yang meganggu 'beauty sleep' aku.....oh ade sorg lagi tp xde dlm gambo yg ni........siap leh lepak McD sampei kul 5pagi sbb aku dah tercakap...sape yg nak balik dier 'looser' sampei ade yg menguap 2 3 kali tp xnak mengaku kalah...aku kompem laaa xnak kalah gak....seb baik le zarip n lan sugam mengaku kalah....kalo x mangkor lepak kat situ je....... roh dah hampir nak pg ke alam mimpi tp ego nye pasal mane leh mengalah....

B eberapa minggu lalu aku membuat keputusan untuk tangguh sem...aku xlalu dah nak berulang-alik sejauh 2jam perjalanan untuk menuntut ilmu....orang kate carilah ilmu walau sampai ke negeri china tp aku dalam negeri sendiri pun dah xlarat....aku ingat aku sorang je mempunyai masalah begini tapi bile membace entry yang ditulis oleh Sue Anna Joe aku rasa lega...maaf aku tau aku xpatut rasa begitu..aku rasa lega kerana mengetahui bahawa masalah ini sebenarnye dihadapi oleh orang lain jugak....aku kagumi dia sebab mempunyai perancangan yang rapi untuk menghadapi hari-hari mendatang...tidak seperti aku....dulu prinsip aku adalah 'Failling to plan is planning to fail" tapi aku macam lupakan semua prinsip aku... aku telah tulis surat penangguhan semester...aku tidak kuat..aku takut jika suatu hari nanti aku akan menyesal...tetapi aku terlambat hantar dan mungkin tidak diterima....koordinator tepon aku dah memberitahu aku untuk ambik mc pada tarikh peperiksaan....koordinator tahu pote...