Nothing left... all the colours flew out... flapping their colourful wings and left me with the darkness... all I have is the grey heart.... no life inside.. just echo of cries...
Time will healed your sorrow.. Time will make u understand why its happening.. But time will not erase all the memories of her.. The good thing is.. U learn something today.. And only u know the answer.. But if u dont.. Find it.. So when the next butterfly with the most gorgeous colour came by.. U'll know how to handle it better this time..
P/S: Everything happens for a reason..some people call it fate..i call it qada' an qadar Allah..
I went to KL for my elder sister convocation.....I dunno how can she works and still gets her master...She is very strong...maybe one day I'll would be able to do the same....hope that the 'one day' is not so far ahead......oh yes, I blurred the picture on purpose.... My sister won't approved of putting her picture on the net...
After a few months in the teaching profession I felt that there was something missing in my life. I went to Kl to meet Lady dragonfly on weekends and came back as happy as a lark every time.... She was the source of happiness. One night after two weeks of our last meeting I talked to a friend about how I missed the maktab days....and all the stories I told him there would eventually be Lady dragonfly's name......I dont know what the feeling was but every time I mentioned her name my stomach got this kind of bumpy thingy in it....its like a ride on roller coaster where suddenly the ride go down very fast....its like when I sit at the back of a car relaxing on a smooth road and suddenly the car hit a bump and adrenelin came rushing...its like a snake sudenly moves in the stomach......its the feeling I'm having now while I write about the event and my mind is thinking about her...My friend,Wally, said that its L.O.V.E . ........ Without haste I confronted her....using a phone actu...
I took the Mask you're wearing Quiz in facebook and this was what I get "If you wear "The Jester" mask, then you probably like to show yourself having a fun time around others. You laugh, joke, and play around with your friends, but that's probably not really you. Your real you and the one you pretend to be around others are probably worlds apart. For your cherade to end, you just need to figure out for yourself that a true friend will accept you for who you are. Find out that you dont really need to be wearing your mask. " I don't think I wear The Jester mask....This is the mask I'm wearing.... Yeahhhhh!!!!... The Loki mask....Ohhhh don't get me wrong...I don't believe in the 'Norse God' or anything.....It's just the mask explained about me... I like to have a lot of fun and I can change when the situation needs me too....I can put the sad mask or the sarcastic mask...I can read you like a book but usually I ju...
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need vacation..
Time will make u understand why its happening..
But time will not erase all the memories of her..
The good thing is..
U learn something today..
And only u know the answer..
But if u dont..
Find it..
So when the next butterfly with the most gorgeous colour came by..
U'll know how to handle it better this time..
P/S: Everything happens for a reason..some people call it fate..i call it qada' an qadar Allah..
just came back from one...the vacation of truth....huhuuu
finaz,
thank you finaz....u'r a gud fren....
DH,
Ohhh i hope that butterfly flaps it's wings faster cause m sinking huhu....
si lampu neon,
heart break.....
no choice...even if i dnt wanna them to, they still gonna fly out....