Tuesday, December 21, 2010

dreaming is wonderful...

Everyone dreams....I dream everyday..not just with my eyes shut close..all the time...

I dream to have a better life..I dream to be a better me..I dream of the unimaginable things....but a dream is just a dream if I don't do anything about it....just like 'angan-angan mat jenin'......

Friday, December 3, 2010

philophobic n gamophobic???

A friend posted on her facebook wall " am I philophobic n gamophobic???....I searched for the meaning using uncle Google....found the meaning in the urban dictionary....


"philophobic = philophobia n (Greek philia, love + phobia, fear) - a persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of love and intimacy, of deep relationship with smbd. "


"gamophobic = to have an irrational fear of marriage
'he couldn't marry her,because he was severly gamophobic"

Hey..!! I think I have the phobics too.... Since the last post till now, I met four fantastic ladies( not in the same time). I like them but when things got almost serious, I ran... I was afraid if things got too serious that they wanted to settle down. I was not ready and still not ready.

The idea of marriage scared me. The responsible that a man carries as a husband is too big. I'm just not ready to carry that burden on my shoulder yet. I like the way I am now. Free. Free to do anything I like....but,,...sometimes it does get lonely....but to think of the responsible Ohhhh I rather feel lonely for a while.... I have few friends who had trouble in the marriage. one of them is divorced now and the trouble still stick with him. He got to go to court for the feud in taking care of his child....Ohhh these are all reasons just stupid reasons for me to avoid marriage but...sincerely I don't feel like ending my bachelor life yet....


Ohhh i don't feel like writing anymore...... better stop now before I shit more craps here....haha

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