Saturday, November 29, 2008

Tunnel of survivor....

Ohhh to continue......This is my sister...she's the 1 that drag me along to the trip....hoho what a mystery to put the balloon at the head....i know she wouldn't like me to put her picture here....this picture was taken in the tunnel...it was dark but the flash of the camera was so powerful that it filled the the tunnel....

I was reluctant to go to this trip at 1st.....I tought of going to sempoerna....I like beaches and sea...when I was still in college, I and pepatung planned to go to all the islands and beaches in Malaysia....but until now we haven't been to any beaches together yet....that's why I am so excited about the Pangkor plan....I hope nothing go wrong........I can't wait for raya haji....we planned to go the trip after it..........



Friday, November 28, 2008

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the tunnel....its not this wide but this is like the room in the tunnel...scary dark tunnel....

H
ello everybody!!! I miss u so much..... I just came back from a trip at Vietnam around Ho Chi Minh City....I know to some of you this is not a big deal...I dont come from a wealthy family so a trip like this mean so much to me....I been there since last Friday till last Monday...huhuhuhu I'm still excited about it......

When I was in school I didn't get the chance to follow any school trip....near or far...not to say that we lived in poverty it was just that at that time they looked like a waste of money...what important were food on the table, roof on our heads and clothes on our body....I always wanted to follw all those trips I missed back in school days but I didn't asked my mom because I knew that it would be out of budget.....

I won't put any other pictures to respect the other that were along on that trip....I dont think they would like to be expose here.....Hmmm I'm out of words..............think I'll continue later....my brother is home now...and he can't wait to play computer games....I'll back off...it is not that he's here all the time......bye for now.....

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Malassssssssssssssnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Uhhh maleh lak nak sambung....anyway, I saw Hornbills on the island...
rase macm nak kidnap sekor!!!
~rasenye ni ibu ngan anak sebab setiap kali yang depan tu jumpe makanan mesti dier bagi kat yng belakang tu...hmmmmm burung pun tahu kasih sayang...malunye manusia ade yang sanggup buang anak...

@pun sebenonye pasangan kekasih kut huhuhuhu........

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Leave me alone for awhile...

I have been running away from people around me for these few days. I wanted to be left alone for sometime...last Sunday I went for a course at pangkor...It was the perfect gateway to loneliness... I made new friends on the Island...I have always be friendly...I ran from everybody and I met new people... They asked me to go for island hopping but I don't wan to...uhhh an old man lend me his motorcycle when i said i want to look around the island...hmmm peole have been so nice to me since Sunday when my depression was on maximum mode huhuhu....

Sunday :

I went to the workshop to change engine oil and everything that need to be change. I left my motorcycle there and went to the mamak's restaurant. I ate nasi beriyani. didn't finish the food and the teh o ais. Then i went to the counter to pay for the food. i was shock...RM13.90...I never knew that nasi beriyani with ayam pedas and tea could be this expensive.. I paid the food and walk out the premise..a few steps away then i heard the cashier called me...he made mistake...Oo and he's so sincere to call me back and give me back my money...so there is sincere people in this town

I walked to the workshop to pick up my bike....
The mechanic stood there with his wife he said he's waiting for me...the workshop closed..it only open until 1 on Sundays....huhuh he smiled and said that he was about to look for me...he didn't show any angry reaction or anything....he was so nice....he said it like it was his fault when it is mine heeheheh...there is still patient people in this town...
I have to go now....I'll continue this later.....

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Oh. Egg is nice with everything. Cheap but satisfying.


I was messaging Pepatung and suddenly we talked about eggs. That reminded me of my little brother.

I and my younger brother were crazy about egg. We use to eat it everyday. We used to experiment cooking it. We put salt, we put this and that and so many kind of ways to cook it. Everyday there must be eggs. our mother nagged every day because no matter what she cooked we still wanted the eggs.

She was fed up that she stopped buying eggs...but that didn't stopped us..we saved our school money and bought them ourselves.. she had to give up...huhu.

This is the only thing we got in common...we both love egg...other than that its zero...we didn't fight, quarrel, chatting, hang out or anything at all...if he's home he will stay put in front of the laptop and download anime or movie...these are the only things that he'll do...

I don't know if he has friends or girlfriends. ask him 1 question and he answer it once, ask him 10 questions he answered it 10 time....ask him more, he'll be quiet.....I don't know him anymore...its like he has no lives...he never asked anything...not only with me but everybody...he even never asked for money when he needs it....I just put it in his account.

he was not always like that...we used to do things together when we were younger......its after high school...he stayed in hostel and he started to be so far away from us...I missed my brother.... We used to fight until the point that he took a knife and chased me....but that was ok, after that we will be able to play together again but now....I can say anything to him or do anything that can make him mad but No he will not play that game...he will just keep quiet....

Our family has always have trouble expressing our feelings...my elderly brothers and sisters still have problems showing love to my parents but the good thing is that they try..My father is a strict person..He raised his children like soldiers except for me....Maybe its because I was sick when I was a child that sometime its not fair for the others and they felt a little jealousy....

My mother loves all her children, I never doubted that but she rarely calls them and they rarely called her too, except when they wanted to tell that they bank in money...I was the one that used to call them and said that mother asking about them...I always said that "mak dah rindu kat kamu, bile nak balik..."or "mak nak cakap ngan kamu, dier rindu..."....It took a long time for them to learn how to call home...usually if I'm the one answering the phone I will said to my mother " Abg *** nak cakap ngan mak, rindu le tu.." and my mother will smile and answer the phone....

Depress no more...I hope so..


I been feeling depress for a number of days that I forgot what was I been depress about. These few days made me opens my eyes. I know that the road I'm on was not so bad...I been lucky for a long time...I should be thankful to god. The road I'm on was not so bad...yup there were rough time but there are people who had harder time and still live happily...I want to be that kind of person...I want to face anything comes my way with head held high and the confident of a lion...

People have been nice towards me these few days...Since last Sunday. I have not being among friends for a week. I felt I want to be alone and I avoid 'lepak-lepak' with anyone...I stayed home reading blogs and books...People start asking why and I told them nothing...I have not tell anyone about my problems cause I know they'll try to fix it and it will only get worse...

I received a letter for a course at Pulau Pangkor. I was very reluctant to go as I'm in a foul mood. But i still went there and now I'm at a mamak's writing this entry...just came back from Pangkor Island.

I do feel relief now. I been thinking when I was on the island and I'm stronger now... come what may, I'll face it like a true man...

I hope Pepatung is ok now...she was so sad that she didn't get the transfer letter...congratulation to Pie and Nawar as they'll be transferring to their hometown next year......Oh oh congratulation to Sun for her new baby boy.................


Thursday, November 6, 2008

I am the king of sorrow....

I am depress....feel like shifting my life to a new beginning....change lifestyle,change workplace,changes of attitudes and everything that could be change. I do not want to be polite anymore....people say I am too polite and naive that everybody oppress me..I do not want to be helpful too..people always take granted of me...I do not want to care about anybody before I care about me...I really need a boost of confident....I should 'masuk bakul angkat sendiri' sometime...being modest just made me small......

Award.....

Thank you nurain for giving me this award...eventhough I know I didn't reallly qualified but u made my day....I was depressed today....when i came home from work and stumble this award, i was a bit happy...thank you so much for the award.... uhh i know i have to tag some people...hmm ok....these are five blogs i want to tag....

1) Poyotito - He always know what to write...and so 'slamber'....that's what makes his blog so cool...he's very funny too...
2) Pjoe - He knows how to convey his words....
3) Pie - Uhhh she always updated her blog with wonderful songs...
4) Sue Anna Joe - She is an amazing artist...great photographer...and lively too...
5) Nurain - yup...she's the 1 that tagged me.....is it okay to give back the award to her?.....no harm i think....thank you for all ur attention and advice...u r always true to urself....dats what i like about you.....

*** Some people that i tag did not even know me but i like reading their blog....so if they didn't post the tag i wont feel annoying or anything...they owe me nothing...I just hope they keep writing.......Sincere from me.....

Rules:
Give to the people whom you feel BEST GILA-GILA
Only 5 people
Link to that person who had received the award
Sesiapa dpt award ni diwajibkan buat posting kat blog dier sbb dier dpt award,
Inform the people yg dpt award ni kat blog dier ok!!
Dan orang yang layak mendapatkan nye

Sunday, November 2, 2008

"lenkali kalo aku bayo kamu bg balance duit xcukup sifat, aku campak kat muka kamu..."

Tadi aku leh terbiadab lak ngan cashier kedai makan......maaf laaa cik adik oi....kenape laaa kamu leh tetibe datang ke meja kami dan terus cakap dengan kuat "Rm16.70!!!"....nape le xcakap lek lok......cakap "minta maaf, bleh bayar sekarang" ke atau yang sopan sket....

Aku tahu le kamu nak tutup kedai dah tapi kan ramai lagi orang...laen le kalo dah kemas pastu kami xreti2 nak balik ke laen le cite.....pastu bile member aku bayar ade duit 5 ringgit yang ade koyak sket kat ujung nape kamu cakap "duit koyak tak nak!!!" dengan nada kurang ajar lak tu.....kami ni bukan peminta sedekah datang kedai minta simpati bagi makanan free ke ape....kalo dengan peminta sedekah pun xbaik kurang ajar camtu....udah le kami dari zaman kamu blum kereje kat situ dah selalu lepak situ.....

Tapi aku pun kene minta maaf la jugak...tak penah la pulak aku cakap kurang ajar camtu...aku tau aku xpatut cakap "lenkali kalo aku bayo kamu bg balance duit xcukup sifat, aku campak kat muka kamu..."....uhhhhh rase bersalah lak aku....walopun memang kamu pun kenkadang penah gak bg duit xcukup sifat kat aku...baru semalam je kamu bagi...tapi kan aku xcakap ape2 pun sbb aku nampak boss kamu ade kat sebelah....dier lak kawan aku dari sekolah...aku xnak kamu kene marah je....

Aku yang emotional kot......kesian kamu...muka dah mencuka...lenkali belajar le bersopan sket, jangan nak meninggi suara kat orang xtentu pasal....

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Ohhhh 1st time kene tag.......

Ohhh 1st time aku ditag....Nurain telah menge'tag' aku....ok aku akan cube buat..hmmm tp aku xpaham camane nak wat ni.....kate 'every question is referring to 1 person' maknenye setiap soalan untuk orang yang bebeza ke?...oleh sebab aku xpaham sangat aku wat je camane yg aku paham......

Every question is referring to 1 person

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- hmmm tergantung...xtau siapa aku dihatinya...(pepatung)
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- happy
- positive thinker
- funny
- good listener
- punctual
(dalia)
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- sent me home from penang to my home before went to kedah on the last day of college...I got so many things that it filled the whole car...(ejat)

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
- even on my saddest day i'll be happy when i see u...(Irdawati)

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…
- both of us will be late for every function.(Sun)

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…
- Sue him..... then he'll be miserable and I'll be rich wahahahahahahah...... (Im)

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on…
- emotion control...she is moody.... (pie)

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…
- I ate his food...wahahahaha (Kutai)

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- Steal his Gaara shirt...(Zarip)

10. The overall impression of him/her is…
- hypocrite (Faizal)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Too lazy.....ignore opportunities to upgrade myself.... (everybody)

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- a chameleon....changes according to the situation...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- easily satisfied.....

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- A good husband and father.....

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
-Thank you.....my world is empty without you...

16. Ten people to tag:
-ni susah ni....blog xramei pembace camane nak tag org...hmmm aku pakei tulih je le yek....kalo xnak buat pun xpe....xkene sumpah ape2 pun.....
1. fishball-is-me
2. Kutai - Sangapkah hidup?
3. Dani -penampar terbang
4. Pjoe
5. Miss weed
6. anonymous
7. anonymous
8. anonymous
9. anonymous
10. Sesiapa sahaja ingin dirinya di'tag'....hehehehe

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

- Cha Chia....

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- Male....

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
-Oh no it wouldn't.......it means dat no.7 is having multiple relationship......

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
- hmmmm no.5 is married so it would not be a good thing but if no ten is an imagination then it'll be ok....mayB....

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
- hmmm I don't know...mayB she's studying a catalouge now.....for holloween....

22. Is no. 4 single?
- Uuhhh m not quite close with him but mayB he is.......

23. Say something about no. 6
- Anonymous?...Uhhhh i donno anything but everybody hate anonymous....luckily i have no visits from anonymous or mayB that just mean that no one really care what I wrote....Uhhh but I care heheh....
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